a few moments..

2007-10-25T02:58:00.001+02:00

HI! Ive move to: http://gruesomelygruffed.blogspot.com/

check it out!

2007-10-15T09:24:00.000+02:00

hey you guys.

well basically ive been away,as u can see the blankness in my blog. well, my dad gave back the laptop to his workplace cos he just changed his job so im computer-less. how sad. well now im at his work office. hari raye has been one of the most greatest days of my life. basicaly cos i got like 600 bucks and still counting in two days. awesome? yeh,..and maybe i might be changing my blog cos u noe.wana start afresh and stuff.ow dat pic there, its me and my cuzi.im getting bored and tired. to you guys out there and you, gud luck for ur o levels! and to LRB, its gona be a great holiday for all of us! woohoo.till then, c u guys soon.

2007-09-26T15:09:00.000+02:00

busy rite now.

managing with the upcoming exmas.
top five here i come,
managing a heartbreak and,
everyting else just as important as ever.
c u guys soon.
loves to all.

2007-09-16T11:59:00.000+02:00

isnt it like jaws dropping?
dazzling blue
waoh.
this chandelier cost like 3ooobucks(OUCH!)

2007-09-16T11:42:00.000+02:00

helos.im back here again and ready to gust out the every single great details about ysterdae. hmm.it started off with the 2nd time i took my dad's new WISH car and yeh its like ultra big compared to the old one. for the first time i felt small in somewhere(seriously).well we headed to my 3rd grandparents condo to break fast together.the sight of the luxurious swimming pool just make me want to melt.its like so BLUE?(duh?) haha. y mum brought spaghetti and we ate like bull dogs.LOL.well after that we went thome and watch the night lights at geylangthe place was like seriously packed wif lots of malay people. and the bazzar was just happening you noe. i so dont wanna go there cos id probably expierence lots of jam breaks wich i seriously wud like to avoid. and there are TOO many malays. lol. wat m i trying to say here? lol.figure it out urself uh. well after that we head to my aunt's rented bungalow near loyang rise and the place was a dorable.she and her fanily were staying there temporarily while waiting for their new hose to be done. its her friend's place. she had two big fluffy cats that were soo adorable.lol.had a great time there. then we head back home. today i had spring cleaning day.lol.im soo tired and seriously i cant wait to get back to school tomoro.LOL.

thinking about it again...maybe things are worth losing sometimes when there is no hope left.

2007-09-15T11:32:00.000+03:00

yesterdae, i crumbled to pieces

well back here again. boredom is starting to kill now.lol.nothing much is happening to do soo well ya.tanks nizam for the talk yestedae.it meant everything and you noe maybe there is brightness in my future after all..all i had to do was to believe in myself and just well,go ahead and just be and do it. its once in a lifetime and theres no 2nd chance. i should grab it while i can...grr. can i? well, i hope. a realistic person should i find once im there. ive gota blif in everything i do and yeh,think positive.hmm.can i do it? LOL.all my life ive waited and maybe. maybe waiting a little longer doesnt kills. ive waited for one year and three months.one more year wont kill.

2007-09-14T14:33:00.000+03:00

thanks cherie(for everything).bitch and slut loves.

im hotTER(OOPS)

rau and nad
this baby is HOT.
bleargh(my face:pricelss)

yeh,

im here sitting wif the laptop on my lap wondering how much am i going to blog todae.the answer?ALOT. well lets start wif monday. hmm. nuting much. tuesdae? CCA.boredness wept through me but i get to play the drums so YEH?.hmm oh!

WEDNESDAY & THURSDAY

todae was like the funniest day ever. all bcos of biology class. firstly its the return of mrs.lim to class.woooo.all of us were glad she's back cos hey! we need laughter and jokes in the enviroment. well she started discussing about brands that were way out of our reach. but who else cud afford it other than TAT CHEONG or wad we wud call him THE GUCCI MAN.eh? it suits him quite well.mrs.lim saed about mooncakes smaller then palm size that cost 6bucks each.OMGARD.lol. the GUCCIMAN can pay for us.heheh.well, mrs.lim wondered where she saw charlene and lynn in bikini.well.blogs! yeh.lynn face turn apple red, laughing madly like forever.haha.charlene,of cos luk stunned and laughed too.hahah.it was a hilarious sight. well, mrs.lim,if you're reading my blog now,im cool with it and tag my blog!!!!! haahaha.comments and views are wanted too. after scul me liyana shab cherie shazni and andrea went to white sands macs and met other LRBC members: rau and nady studying. we sat at a table and chatted. we saw a guy staring at us in one kind and shab freaks out wif that. cos we had met him for two times already.scary seh.aniwaes in the morning,LRBC went for breakfast. shab rau and nady didnt come. we wanted to celebrate our last day b4 puase and th 8 of us ate like red bulls.seriously,making jokes about burger and just having a great time. we went to scul and waiteed for rau to come.we walked around the bloks opposite scul and i saw him. walking with his omgard, bag that suits him.nice colour. i was laughing about a joke cheryl was making so i didnt really "concentrated" on my view.well we sang our red bull anthem again.smiling.sorry rau for making u run! sorry.

THURSDAY

slamat puase. nuting much happen we had to sae the pledge in class today.wonder why.well, I didnt see him much. he was off to his prelims.

fRIDAY

well in the morning, he was there. laughing forever. and he had his brown(i think?) and he was omgard.puase gini2 ally.essh.i moaned and meiling looked at me in a way.haha.haaaaaaaaaaaa.kill me.pierce the dagger now.grr.went home wif gel todae we walked.talked and waved buhbye.

i dun wana pretend that there is no ending for all this. i duno im so crazy that sumtimes im not thinking straight u noe.all i think is misery and sadness corroding my inner self.i dun wan to end the feeling of happy and being free.gosh.on that day,the last day..im gona rip my heart out.pour out allthe souls that live in me.i can do it. forget everything.ive gotta move on and start afresh but how. its so easy to see and sae.im actually turning myself to something else.(if u wana bring me down just try.)omgard. i can imagine the scene.i scream, crying like so badly and nadrah patting me, solomon putting his guitar down and tell me to cool down,naufal not uttering a word.i cant leave this feeling.okae fine i cant forget okay.i tink of the future and im scared of it.why? im not ready guys.not ready to face new challenges.id rather stick in the past,staring and looking, so assure that that time wudnt go.argh.they wud think im crazy if they read this cos they thought i was so much better(better self-esteem)..well ive gota try and be the best.id probably crumble on that day but smiling the next day. i hope you noe. i really hope.

i cant get over him.(also)

2007-09-10T17:51:00.000+03:00

if only i had the answers to the questions that lay in the depths of your heart.

school's back again.yeh.i miss it alot and being back again just make me feel like jumping hurray.yippee.class as per normal but unfortunately he had prelimanary xams for i tink two weeks plus and yeh.me ad ling are mourning.seriously.its like we can never meet them cos they finish so early and probably wunt be having a drink at the bubble tea shop at 6pm.lol. well to end every pain that ache in me, LAUGHING AND RED BULL had a day out at white sands after scul.i didnt have cookery soo i had a 4hour long free time till 7pm. well,me shab and shazni and liyana went to macs to eat and met anna sean and rau plus nad there doing homework. we sat at separate tables and chatted as if there wasnt a tomoro. well the time went by so slowly and me and rau sent shab back home.after that me and rau made a run for it to fecth my bro.i was 10 mins late. but whatehell, he went back home already.LOL. rau walked really fast and im like huff and puff, catching up.haha.i salute u and give you a trophy if u want . well LOL. aniwaes hmm.back at home and i managed to finish the pile of a maths homework.thank god this brains work and function well though its late at night.i managed to wish him gd luck and yeh vice versa.

you noe i dun care what people sae or do. i live to tell wad i like and wad i dun so if anyone have comments bout it, it would be wise to share it with ur heart only.

2007-09-09T11:56:00.000+03:00

i listen to the music in your heart.

well im back again after a long break.ive been so busy wif life and yes holiday homework has to be done...blablabla.basically i didnt have much turn for myself.lol.its funny bcos until now then i realize it all.silly me.my dad just suscribe to disney channel and the other two teen channels upon my wish.haha.omgard the countdown for high school musical two! its 2hrs and 31 mins to the show.i cant wait. and yess effess. stop counting down haha! and yah! ur cusin looks like u. seriously.haaha.aniwaes i cant wait to be back at school.yipee.bcos my eyes are sheding blood for it longs for his sight.oh bummer.i dun want to count down till tomoro morning.hhahaha.ok stop "hahahaah". i wudnt really update on my recent expenditure with nady and rau on thurs day cos itll be too tiring for my poor fingers.maybe next time.well im off now.

2007-09-05T16:12:00.000+03:00

hey mr.nice guy.

listen

The type of guy who doesn’t see
What he has until she leaves
Don’t let me go
Cause without me, you know you’re lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You can try,
You know I know it’d be a lie
Without me you’re gonna die
So you better think clearly,

Before you nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly

This is the potential make-up song

or rather should i put it

potential break up song?
please just admit you’re wrong
Which will it be?

2007-09-05T15:53:00.000+03:00

shane told frm silverstein.

(i adore him)

bill!

hmm.

cause without me, you're gonna be lost.

yestedae was one day that adds up to the number of times of me being unlucky.totally.in the morning i was suppose to head to literature class but i woke up late cos i slept back after morning prayers.yeh.i was pissed for missing class but also happy cos i get to relaks for abit till 10am when i have to leave for scul for my cookery class.well then i head off to scul and found out that class started at 11am os ms.siti hasnt arrived yet.well, bake muffins and after that me and lynn met charlene to watch HAIRSPRAY at century square. OMGARD! ZAC EFRON IS THE NEW BLACK! he is sso hot, whenever he appears on the movie screen, the three of us will wail out loud.owww. shockingly,he kissed iris, that fat singer in the end.AH? well, that teaches us to NOT JUGDE A BOOK BY ITS COVER(like soome people i noe).haa.at the end of the show, i went back to scul and fetched rau frm band. with her guitar we walked frm scul to greenview area and to the beach(well, we bought mcflurry and drinks frm mac at downtown).i felt like i did big wal kae.lol.hmm, we sat down at the rock and saw the sec three guys playing football. met BM, rre,shab and nis.nis cud barely speak.lol.we sat and talked bout random stuffs b4 heading back home.had agreat sis-to-sis day rau!

today

i had maths class in the morning. and guess wad he had class the same time during my lit class, just next door. can u say OMGARD?? oh god.its the third time im experiencing this.its freaking me out. i guess fate is just not on my side.hmm.soo had cookery and went home with my bro and sis. yes i met rasputin. he said he had history class and was waiting for umar. i tot he was a geographer.well he ask me whether i wanted to mit umar and i was like "whatever".lol.out of curiosity i asked him what time was the class and he asked "why?did i want to see umar?" and i replied saying"asal tak boleh?".haha.and LOL.wow. bummer.

went home and watched she's the man on dvd.oh! hilarious.soo.im off now.tomoro ill have cookery class frm 10 to 1pm.bummer.but yey. i cant wat to get back to scul and call myself baldy.wow.

2007-09-03T17:34:00.000+03:00

LAUGHING AND RED BULLwe trust and have faith that one day we shall meet SSAMANAKHA.

our tRue mother,

we will never stop drinking red bull and loving you.

2007-09-03T16:36:00.000+03:00

as-shahid

aunty tricia.hehe.

SHE'S DRUNK.(trust me)
yummy rite?
i cried.
who's him?
oh! the two fatties

i love this place
im promoting this!
my sis art.(haha)

my family and i went to the restaurant BREEKS AT AIRPORT TERMINAL TWO.

YOU SHOULD TRY IT!

2007-09-03T16:03:00.000+03:00

i love every fishball noodles

its not easy being someone else.

well the holidays are here and. BOOM. lots of holiday homework to finish up. todae was quite a dull and mundane day.it started with literature class for the whole sec 3(express) and it lasted frm 0900 to around 1229.it was yes, extremely boring.totally.seriously i hate literature. im not good at "reading btwn the lines" or even "analysing it".im simply someone who reads and reads and memorise every single word thats in the book.lol.yes thats quite true.hahah.after that i head off to white sands to pack some food in my stomach.an ice cream! yummy.me shazni and cheryl.well we faked qamarina into telling her that farhan was with us and she was like "don't want leh." FYI.she wanted to mit us.lol. well we told her that farhan ran away when he knew she was coming.hahahahahahhaha.and yes! we put chilli sauce into her donut when she left it on the macs table.lol.HAHA.she should have a great appetite after that! hahah.wells.then i head back to school and went for my nyaa cookery.we bake LEIUW MAI KAI.its that how u spell it? oh well,beats me,i haven yet a clue but yes i totally adore the salthish taste.while busy washing the steamer, i saw him.walking with an umbrella near the pond area.was that him? or wasit just my thoughts wondering and playing around with my sight?well.i recognize his hair but after looking again..i lost sight of him and well, maybe i was just dreaming or missing things that i shouldnt be missing.well after that i walked back home in the rain wondering if the day cud get any worse.

help? i need some sunshine in this gloomy life.

2007-08-31T17:38:00.000+03:00

The end of love, the start of pain

The blood from my heart that now aches,

stains

With the thought of your image,

whilst my spirit is bare

Where am I to go

where is my hope now

But it seems you’ve moved on

loved another.

The breakdown of my happiness

the break of my poor heart

ive punctured it with cruel ways

ive stabbed it with a dart

You took away my faith, my dreams

I now have nothing left

My happiness has disappeared

a brutal act of theft

when my heartache ends.

i asked no more.

2007-08-31T17:24:00.000+03:00

THE GREAT SINGERS
dearest effess.
the bdae cake

ahh!litter!
shazni!!!!
okae.its a rep!
RBCS
HAMHAM.

ready?
set?
go.
cutie ppies.
mr.goh's shirt

me.xuan.shan
they rocklah
jordan.sorry.he stole my heart first
they rock the shit out of me.

2007-08-31T15:48:00.000+03:00

we are loved
woohoo
ling and me
muacks

haoshan and me
CHERIEALLY!
nisey and me!
its love.

this life aint right.

hmm.

well i havent been updating since wednesday co my dad brought the laptop on his trip to KL.

SO LETS START FRM THERE.

WEDNESDAY.

well,this dtoday.i had a very important task to do in the afternoon.i went out frm class at 2pm to get ready for the music competition that was going to be held in our scul.hmm.so me and BM were stationed in the dance studio to look after the dance contestants.they were frm various sculs and there was a scul some saint scul..the boys,OOPS.hiphop boys,they were sooo adorable.soo young and short in height.yet, they have great talent.im impressed.REALLY. WELL,then both of us headed to our humanities amazing race.i was destined to be with the other RBCs: liyana,andrea and shazni at the field. we were suppose to place in question slips in newspapers rolled into a ball.hahah.and the best part is that we cud..throw throw them around the field!!!! yeh.hahaha.when the groups came, they were soo stressed cos they have to find 14 questioons and most of the newspapers were empty.haaha.and oh yes.it was a good spot too for the weather was fine and they were playing football at the basketball court.even worse with uniforms.haaha.yes.i saw him addictively playing and can even miss the ball passed to him y his friend.haaha.aniwaes after that we had to clean up the field!!! omgard.haha.then we all took fotos at the pond.the facilitators and also the winners.sec 2/7 took home the first prize.congrats.then after that me and cheryl went to our usual hanging out spot at central bubbletea and met the 3/6 boys and ling,nis and adelyn.we bought our drinks and walked back home.i was sso tired and fell asleep at 10.30pm.wow.

THURSDAE.
hmm.wad happened?oh.we had class all the way to 4.50pm and they played football again.it rained and they stopped.i was ruching cos rau was waiting for me outside scul wif shazni.i nid to buy mr.goh presy.hahaa.and ya he walked infont of me.yes,cheryl,the whole group made noises again haaha.well he,i think walked to bus 3 to go home.maybe.duno.its a guess.aniways, i got a presy,a shirt.mrs koh recommended it. a white shirt with stripes.soo me and cheryl sat at macs and chatted while rau and shazno heade to ikea to fulfill some deliveries.rau, u walked alot but dpat lose weight babe!hahah.walked back home and fell asleep thinking of wat else? him.

FRIDAE

TODAE? was great.we had the early aces day walk and yes the route was longer and it did make me pespire and wear me out.but thrills and galore came for us after that, we had the principal's challenge and games.haha.it was fun!
RBC: SHAB,ME,SHAZNI,RAU,ANDREA AND LIYANA.
we took fotos and yes we did have fun cheering like a mad dog. the ex students came.. huzaifah was there, and shahrizal,hariz came too(felt that he ignored me) and yes we councillors walked around giving letters to teachers and we cut the cake! yummy.hahah.well then me and nabilah went to century square with nabilah.met marie and gelynn and we watch RATTATIOU. IM affactuated with french.madamoiselle alyah. well i took the bus 21 back home and haies.i saw him and his bro at central bustop.while nis saw him b4 hand playing football.haha.unlucky huh..........

.....

the real story starts now.omgard i feel like puncturing a basketball with my finger. how angry am 1 cud u ask? so angry.so many thing happen and if i want to let it out here,it might take many posts to end it. life seems unfair.yes i noe thats a fact. but cant tables turn around for awhile? i kept it too long and letting this feeling go sems so hard cos why? everytime im trying to surpass me, it kips popping up again.everyone seems to just talk about that issue.cheryl has been helping alot but to accomplish it,i have to do it on my own w/o anyone helping.face it like an obstacle in life.i have less than 3 months to do it and ive got to try. im scared of the future but i must be ready to face it.i feel very much wasted but what can i do. this whole issue dusen evolve in a 360 degree circle like it suppose to be,hw unlucky cud i get? well u can rate it if u like.i dunnoe wad to do.ive tried.gave up and still..im not stopping.ive been giving strength and courage to stand up and be myself once again.its a wasted two year plan and i have to stop it.oh god.can i do it? it looks impossible.everytime i look around,i sense it and it gets me goosebumps.omgard. and yes,ive told razzan about wads going on.im sacrificing things in life and wad ive done..its against so many things and i have already done it? why? for the benefit of others and maybe me? but when i cant getit.i feel regretful.but i cant turn back time.if they know what im doing is for them,they are going to be shocked but of course i wun be stupid enough to exposed the tales and the truth.argh.this is killing me.
help?

2007-08-27T16:59:00.000+03:00

leon's bbq pit
i love my jeans!

oh went to leon's bdae party on saturday night.went back at 11pm.soo tired.

halos.well today had great learning fest.it was awesome.the boys:jordan,tatcheong and maufal plus dearest aana seow just rock the house down.well i got my shot of fame yang TAK MENJADI.i got the lyrics wrong and suck all the way.hahah.we ended with a laugh.it was just soo great.jordan was OH so hot but naufal blew me away.his drummings were great.i was practically sucking air into my mouth.he is THE MAN.hahaah.aniwaes during the break,i mean lunch..me shazni and liyana had a blasting time.we used our red bull power o carry a table.yep.its sooo heavy okae.unnoticeably, he was there and smiling.like forever. and i was shocked to see him.serious.hahah.aniwaes well yah. and the trio of us had fun with power plugs and we were wasting our time when we were suppose to go for history class.oh well mr.suhaimi excused us. oh well yeh? aniwaes got back my results and im sooo hapy!

im not trying to brag here or wad.but im proud of my results after a long abscence frm smartness.not to sae im smart or wad,but achieving 7points now...its a great headstart to getting good grades for o'level.well,here there are:

ENGLISH: 72.O, A2

A MATHS: 81.5, A1

E MATHS: 90.0, A1

BIOLOGY: 78.5, A1

PHYSICS: 76.0, A1

CHEMISTRY: 85.5, A1

MALAY: 79.5, A1

HISTORY: 72.O, A2

LITERATURE: 48.0, D7

WAD????? LIT! I FAILED.oh watever.well after scul lepak wif rau shazni and liyana and andrea frm witesand to elias there.fetch my bro frm tuition and rest at home all the way.gosh! im soo happy with my life.this dusen happen everyday.i dun want todae to end.cos it practically the best day ever.thanks effess for cheering me up.haha.though i sucked.hehe.

2007-08-24T16:45:00.000+03:00

i have to wait soo long.
doctor!doctor!
this is my number of the day
i was bored.
waiting for mumy dearest
mr.GOH! AND us!
rau bleed.
OMGARD!
the lonely ride on the train
lavender's green delidaly

cute right?
adorable like m shadows
umm.fabian.too bigleh.
alh hai.cutekn?
burfdae gurl

today had been a blastering dAY.not because of the rain but it was quite dragy.yes.school of course.hmm.todae after scholl me rina ana and rau were suppose to eat at food culture at century square together but sadly nooo. rina and anna were held away by a monstrous beast called LEARNING FEST.grr.they were busy setting up the english booth.arggh.nevmind.so me and rau dragged our way to the bus 3 bustop...and luck werent on our side. rau fell down on the road.the grass was wet and she just slid down. it was really slow rau.the movement everything or maybe my brain was clicked in the motion of sloww-mo.lolo we quickly head off to the nearby shop where i bought her some tissues and of course the handy-dandy plaster.qayyum saed that she needed to dry her wet leg.thanks for the info doctor.zameerul was busy making a joke that so tak menjadi.well,no bothers for him.soo we slowly walked pass greenview and sat at a study corner near loyang point.we chatted for a while and until about 1.50pm and we walked back to the bus 3 nustop..and with such pure coincidence(i presume,really)..we met umar,rashikin and gang.the normal people.ookaes.LOL.(i have to stop to think for a moment).as you know,rau, the smile never fades off his face.haha.rashikin was busy shouting and me and rau were so ever ready to laugh too.1 2 3..i screamed in my head.(y?)hahah.i do not noe.and neither should you people out there like,shazni,guess wat im thinking(its not suicidal to guess!).haha.yes of course,i have to admit i did pushed rau to cross the street cos i saw sharif's head frm afar. so on with that,(oh well,maybe they r off to playing football).oh the only person i waved at was nizam.BUMER.so on with that. me and rau took the bus to century square and i ate my fav food FISHBALL NOODLES! EHHEHEH.afte that me and rau parted. i took the train to lavender and met my dad.im off to my appointment at the NATIONAL SKINCARE CENTRE. no i dont suffer burnts but i need a face checkup every 2 months.miraculously, the doctor saed that my face as healing very well and i just stared.theres no diff you noe. frm pictures of b4 and after, well den i realize heythe, ya,the doc was right.so i waved byebye and both me and dad sailed to buy some murtabak and we fetch my mum at her work and drove back home.

NOW:

after my ngaji wif my aunt at home,im sooo tired. totaly.maybe too much walking just now.tomoro is leon's burfade party at 5 at his elias green home and i cant wait to play billiard. im freaking out now.(starting).i dont noe what to wear!!!! hahah.bummer.well lol. im off now so guys and RBC have a great weekend and see you back on monday!

2007-08-22T15:51:00.000+03:00

we love us.

she is sooo busy
here comes alyah...with andrea!

brrrrrr.
barney loves andrea

will you marry me?
wheres the flowerboy?
ah!i lurp this dress!
muacks!
bleak.

I HAD THE MOST HILARIOUS DAY TODAY.well RBC grew by one! ANDREA dcided to join the crew during our "roadtrip" to white sands straight after bio class at 4.50pm.oh! i got 38/50 for bio.yes.its sucks alot.but then again,theres alwaes the finals to buck up! never to late aites. well me and liyana with rau and shazni headed to macs where we met dearest LEON. haah.guess wad madly happen just now. andrea,clumpsy as ever...left her wallet in the bus. she was so busy playing with the game on her fon. omg! then she ran afte the 358 bus.me and liyana were lyk aleadi bursting into laughter.andrea ran and ran for her dearest wallet that seemed miles away frm her touch..oh watever.well she got it(bless her) for the bus stopeed at at redlight junction.haha. and andrea can even walk back towards us playing her hp game.OMGARD? YA. so we bought our foodie and sat upstairs.i grabbed my mcchicken and ate like a glutton.OOPS.BURP.sory, this is a case of being soo hungry.haha.rau was a lil fed up for her tuition had been canceld in a short notice.of course,who wouldnt be pissed.i would.you are getting redy for a fresh new lesson and there goes ur chance of studying for simehow the tuition centre broke down.they cant commit to their jobs.well..ahead of that..we headed to TOM AND STEPHANIE cos i wanted to buy sunglasses wif a dollar and fifty left in my pocket.(laugh?) we all ended up taking mini dressses frm the racks and taking fotos with it. of cos we did not wear it cos its like to tight? me and andrea were the ones busy taking fotos.hahaha.liyana rau and shazni blocked but in the end they joined in.it was funny.clad with a yellow dress,i felt young and vibrant as b4.OH! WHATEVER.haha.we parted ways after that wif me and rau going to atiqah'a house and giving her bdae present..then after that we walk by the pond.met fazlee.again.and yes e disturb me again about you noe what RBC.haha.lol.rau i was right! haha.reaching my block, i met my sis and parents all at the same time and we had dinner after that. now my mum and dad is off visiting my grandma who isnt well.sis is out at tuition and im left,hugging the laptop.haaha.todae MX cant stop laughing.matthew too.lyk shut up.mr goh had his last test today by mrs.lim and we all should give him te moral support.he is a great tcher.(success to him for the future!) oh well, bespectacle guy still disturb me on the way to cca ystedae.it was funnie and yes i cudnt stop laughung.stoplah! ahah.i hope lala comes 2moro cos i MISS HER!!!! lol.get well soon and dont bring a red eye to scul! oh yeh..modae i had an allyme holiday...sick with flu and cough.i met liyana at the poly and at 5pm,rau ligten me up by bringing me to loyang pint to buy presents.oh well didnt want to go to scul the next day but then...i miss matthew's irritating jokes and his laughter.hahah.the freaky smile rocks lah!

2007-08-22T15:15:00.000+03:00

BURP!

shh!
DAAAAAAD.POPCORN!

watch the road!
siblings lurp
MARRY married BROWN.
what's with the face?

SATURDAY

hahahha.on saturday me and my family headed out to johor.it was a great cold afternoon went we reach johor bahru. firstly we sent my mum to her facial centre b4 heading to BESTMART to stroll around while waiting for my mum to finish. i got a cup of YUMMY corn and me,dad,bro and sis went to MARRYBROWN and sat at the swings. after that we fetched mumy dearest and went to PERLING for dinner at SECRET RECIPE. i bought some cheesy lasagne and ate till there was no space left in my tummy.haha.we had mocha,cheese cake for deserts and after that we watched.. RUSH HOUR 3!!!!! it was soooo funny.omgard.theer was never a minute spared where i cud stop laughing and act serious.OMGARD.its an awesome show! the cinema was very empty and i laugh my heart out.it was the best show ever.afte a greatd day, i bought my favourite sushi and we headed back to HOME SWEET HOME.

2007-08-16T15:37:00.000+03:00

we love you ANCIENT MOTHER

SMILES
FRIENDS OF rbc shall last
yikes.my tongue!
jord.taty

naufal is busy
HALO GAME.(boys' GF)
SOLOMON'S actually smiling to his comp.
great life
tat cheong.u r awesome.LOL.

YOu shouldnt show ur true feelings to people.

i walked to school for the first time in many months in the morning just now.my dad's car broke down and my sis didn't go to school cos she had fever.oh well,the streets are calling me and i better be off b4 im late for school.so with much slackiness and lazy legs,i strolled along central just in time to see the orange pale lights of the lamposts.i wasnt inspired or anything...maybe just a little amazed.like im walking during the night.LOL.aniwaes avenged sevenfold really accompanied me greatly during my lonely walk to PRCS.M SHADOWS was screaming in my ear and his screamos had me awake for a moment there.oh well,moving on.i met the unexpected group infront of me but hey,no bothers,i just carried on my memorable journey.when i reached there,andrea.moody as ever was sitted alone..so we had a chat.so MX cut hair.it looks like a rooster but never the less okay.the whole day went well with an unexpected thing to pop out. i got full marks for my maths test.LOL.what a suprise.actually my score was 20 but bcos i did the bonus question,i gain 4 more marks.yippee. bio test wasnt hard at all and i hope ill do well cos my recent bio test reached a surprising 25/30.lol...its so weird.i mean getting A1 for bio. sooo. after school i met the RBC: Rau, shazni, nadrah, razzan. we chatted at macs at white sands and boy did we had much laugh..we were bus discussing about our ancient mother.lol.i went home after that and having a great rest now.

YESTERDAE.

me and jeremy went to solmon house,meeting naufal there.we ate cup noodles and OH was i so inspired by the HALO game naufal and jeremy were busy playing.to tell you the truth,i was bored.so i used solo's comp and dished out some juicy stories frm darryl's blog.lol.he is one damn great guy.YAH RITE.id rather eat tomato sauce all day than feed m eyes on his sight timet.he is weird.so.we went back home just in time to study bio.much ease is felt now, but sadness never fails to haunt those lost souls.

im off now.have a great weekend! tomoro id be making my IC.yippee.so cant wait.

dear MX.you show'd me roosters are loving and great people.thanks

roosters can come any forms.but yours is the best.

2007-08-16T04:07:00.000+03:00

I DIED.

2007-08-14T16:42:00.000+03:00

cousins forever

(allyme,nady,aica and phat)

everything is coming to an ease for all hopes are there within reach

aniwaes wel today is ine of the boring days that i had in my entire sec 3 lif

firstly cos we cudnt play PE cos it started raining just after 10 mins of playing captains ball..it was major fun cos the guys were involved and my ever so great partner nadia was there.LOL.well tat cheong was screaming as loud as he can,trying to get the ball which is of cos VERY unsucceessful.haha.guess wat. afte 10 mins,MY green house won a goal.thats it?!.well yes.haha.kuanyong was runing like a mad dog and raphael was everywhere.well while it rain 3/8 sat outside chem lab and as we were so noisy,mr neo told us to sit at the basketball court shelter.actually we gurls were playing some games.lol.and we continued playing concentration game.which was still noisy.oh well gota rush.there was maths test,no fire drill.MORE SACARSCISM in MT class. and boredome till the end of the day.wel went back home after cca wif RBC.so gtg.

2007-08-10T12:02:00.000+03:00

happiness in between

i heard you once,nor can this heart be quiet

for it would seem that faith stil lingers here
but do not be further troubled by it
as hope for a smile stops with a shed of tear

2007-08-10T11:00:00.000+03:00

TRYING TO SPEAK OUT

im freaking out this very moment.hell no i dunooe why.maybe its becos there is a lizard that just creapt up the wall of my mum's kitchen cupboarb. IT HAS NO TAIL! omgard. can u spell OMG!.im soo shocked.yes. i did spray it with god-noes-wat and ran back to the laptop.now panting as much as i can.literally.well..cooling off..okae.

hmm.

its been a great two days holiday(and still counting).yesterdae my whole family head out to my third grandparents house.yes third.its an OMG.ARD private condominium at kembangan.its oh-so-lovely.well, wat else cud i do but to dung myself into the ever so welcoming swimming pool. the feeling in the depths of the cold water was just to die for.i swam laps and laps.NOT. Just a few will do.huh.lazy bump.it was great.me, bro and dad swam around and played with spongy balls.it was fun cos there wasnt anyone around to disturb.afte that i head back to the house just in time for the national day parade to start on channel 5.in an overall review..the show was OKAYLAH. every year is the same. to me.there wasnt aniting great or GAH tis year. the fireworks were just the same old thing. singapore waste up to 3 million bucks just to pull off the best grandest fireworks in the world. many were amazed. i wasnt. we ordered pizza. and YUMMY. CAN i sae that again?YUMMY.haha.im soo bloated.well watch LIVE THE DREAM.it was ok to me. one thing to point out. why is EKA MARINA in the show? what? is she DEPRIVE OF FAME? she can excel well in both english and malay industry. she has her own label recordings under her name.why worry? someone els should have taken her spot.and whats with MAIMUNAH KUNIS? the blonde old lady? she out of her mind wearing skimpy clothings at the age of 48 and have two grandkids with her? is she INSANITIC? i soo du not know why some people are just as extraodinary as how they look.okae.why am i fweaking out now? maybe..maybe. i dunoe why.

GOSH.

look.i just cant keep mum about it.its really frustrating.i just cant seem to get it out of my mind.lets talk.gosh.its irritating IN THE WHOLE.
well im off to rest now and enjoy the two remaining days of holiday while i can.

have a great time u guys.

2007-08-03T17:35:00.000+03:00

TODAE WAS A BLASTING DAY!

WELL, lets start with during the NYAA CEREMONY.i sat infront of the boys. me shereen syafiqah and the boys had such a blast gossiping. hey. boys do gossip okae. todae the class found out that DOGIE WORE PINK BRA. IT wasn an awesome sight but i think it creates a funnier atmosphere in the class.heheh. well after the ceremony the RBC recruited another member. NASHIDATUL UMAIRAH. me shazni and rau with umairah sat at bubble tea place and yakyakyak.it was all that gurls cud do to pass the time. it was fun and rau met fate. she saw her DARLING.heheheh.i saw my primary school fwens alif and shamira.saed hi and all four burst into laughters.especially rau.hhhaa.RBC laughter is CONTAGIOUS. WELL,we send shazni to the bustop.and umairah to her house.me and rau walk home.. i felt a true sense of friendship with the three of them.rau was right.she saed sec 3 year is the year dat we find out hu our real friends are.i dunt have to search far.they are just there for me to be with. thanks gurls. i know hu i can really trust now. 1 day is enough to prove true friendship.

but it felt even better wen me and rau gets closer...we had fights over the first two years of secondary scool life. its now the time to redeem our friendship back.thanks for everything.=))

2007-08-02T04:10:00.000+03:00

I died lahh.

im so fweaking lazy to update.

cheers to ALL.

2007-07-31T14:23:00.000+03:00

life just sucked sometimes even when you dun wan it to happen.people call it fate. but i call it a 'piece of shit'.naeem loves the fact that the word 'fate' exists.i dun. i just feel that fate should not dcide our journey. we should dcide the pathway of our future.okae fine. watever on this fate stuff. aniwaes...ystedae was a blast. me liyana together with shazni and rau went to macdonalds at whitesands and hang around there till about 5+.then we head out to the elias area and just had a joy of laughter. we dcided to call ourselves thE RBC. Red Bulls Company for short. its a federation started with the inspiration of samatha or commonly known as THE DOG.that was.. NOT mean. okae we were soo inspired by her long hair. i was her primary school classmate for two years and i remembered her hair being two ponitails.it wa a hilarious sight no doubt. well it coud definitely be a propeler. imagine her riding her bike with her hair as the propelers. DOGS CAN FLY. wao..that wud be awesome.well we head back home with me and rau riding the 358 bus and shazni and liyana walking back home. it was a great day with the showering good weather above us all.me and rau met a hot so ever guy in the bus. HOT EMO KAE. well went back home and had a jolly good rest.

okae thats all. nabilah is bragging about me typing too much. i found somthing beter todae. library is an interesting place to be in. im so dead.

2007-07-22T09:45:00.000+03:00

tHE POWER IS IN U

Take the power

to choose what you want to do

and do it well

Take the power

to love what you want in life

and love it honestly

Take the power

to walk in the forest

and be part of nature

Take the power

to control your own life

no one els can do it for you

Take the power

to make your life

interesting

healthy

exciting

worthwhile

and

happy

2007-07-21T13:31:00.000+03:00

major hottie

heehehehehehehheehehhhe their guitar solos OH! SO ROCK!
its been a tiring day.really tiring.in the morning i went to school till 0830. an hour visit to history class..it was 0900 hen we left class and some of us-liyana,me,jeremy and willis.we ate and jordan came along soon after. then i went back to school and met my sis. we made our way to loyang ppoint cos my sis nid a hairdut.blablabla.the day went so fast and boredom came wih it. im boredlikehell.aniwaes im having doubts about whether i wana go to singfest. i mean its like best rock concert and avenged sevenfold is there.haies. i wan to go. its 100 bucks. okok make up ur mindlah. its frm 1 to 11pm.hais i do wana go but then again.....next time will do.ill nevermind..miss it..

2007-07-20T18:09:00.000+03:00

ME AND RAU AND QAM
LOOKING THRU THE MIRROR
ME!!!!
RAU AND ME
haary potter screeners
owps
hehehehehe.

SISTERS FOREVER

its been a long hectic week of test,homeworks and moreso the waiting of HARRY POTTER ANDTHE DEATHLY HALLOWS. seriously, the movie that just came out sucked big time. the storyline as cut short and some parts were not even correct. for instance, cho chang wasnt the one who burted out about the existence of the DA. It was her friend, Mariette who wasnt even introduced in the show. BUMMER. the book rocks can while i cant say much for the movie. aniwaes me, raudhah and missy Q grabbed the sheer chance to watch the movie. i didnt want to but missy bougt the tix at century square. we watched it on 130707. a day b4 i hit the BIG FIFTEEN. okaelah, the movie seating was great. the movie sucks sucks. even worse still, this new director has sign up for the next two movies. OMG. what misery lies ahead. oh well we have to just stick it to the books then.im fine with that. well, b4 that we took neoprints after a long time of not touching the computers and machines there.smile smile and more smiles.the show ended with a soft bang.reaction didnt occur that much yas.oh well,sad still.hmm.This week, nothing uch happened.OH! i had SPA physics. it was major scary.i had countless of mistakes and they are stil mounting up till today. yes i do fell disapointed but nothing can be done im sure. next week is spa chemistry and im bound to try and do well.DUH. who woudnt. well look at the time. so busy. gotago.sleeping calls.but b4 that, enjoy the pictures.

2007-07-20T17:13:00.000+03:00

its been a long time since a update my blog.
soon.

2007-07-15T13:12:00.003+03:00

welcome back alyah.!
happy burfdae ystedae!
haah.
i have a raving to not update.
soon lah k.
byes

2007-07-01T14:22:00.000+03:00

emo
swiming pool from our room
ME!
ME AGAIN!
HAAHHA.

lol.this is great.

farah and BM room
our room
living room

on the travelator
what a sight
bye singapore
welcome SARAWAK
im gona miss this

2007-07-01T12:46:00.000+03:00

okae here i am updatting for the very first time in ages. ive been extremely busy this few weeks..so here i am now trying to put myself together and get on with the things ive missed out and stuffs that i need to prepare for the future. lets start with the june holidays.. oh yes. the most memorable and only best activity ive been invovled in is our school tour to SARAWAK. OKAE.. where should i start. hm. okae. lets go. the day was 12june. and it was 5am in the morning. my alarm went buzzing the song by fall out boys. i wanted to just off the alarm but then i rememberd. today was th day i was going to sarawak! how cud it ever slip off my mind when just ystedae i was crazily packing my bag. LOL, i shud say. well i quickly got bath and in 1hr time i was in my dad's car, on the way to meeting my other fellow friends at school.i brought a big luggage bag. probably one of the biggest. i was the last few to come. everyone luk so tired. so we got on the bus, 34 students with 6 teachers and we were on our way to the airport at 0630. i was really tired but at the same time excited cos its my first time since a long time getting onboard the plane. i tink nabilah felt the hiddybiddygy in here tummy. like me. haha. well, we reached there at around 0645 and there were many parents waiting. my parents were they, clad in their working outfits. i was really excited w/o a doubt. mr.ong was there too. i was surprised. he was nice to send us there.well we took grp fotos and were soon on our way in to checking in to the counters. well everything went well, we went bhind the glass doors of the check in place after hugging my parents. for the first time since a very long time, i was finally able to walk through those doors.it was just great. we walk towards our gate.it was along walk and i kept gazing around. there were many branded shops that id love to go but maybe next time. well all of us took the travelator. hah.lazy bums. well then we had abt 45 mins to depart. me,raz nabilah and rina wen walking around to find ourselves a few comps to use. each person was limited to 15mins. i went around tagging blogs like effess one.haha. we had to go afte that. we walked into the airplane doors. gosh.my ears are fumming now. we were comfortably sitted went suddenly the air-stewardess made an announcement saying that we had to get off the plane due to technical problems.BUMMER. this thing repeated for four times and we were STRANDED in spore for 4hrs. til 12pm. OMG. i shud have gottne my beauty sleep. we were given food and drinks. i took the time to take lots of fotos. hey. IM BORED. then, it was finally ready for us to set off. at last. well were got buckled and i smiled. nabilah was having the window seat. i was sitting in the middle while rina at the aisle seat. we were off. and we all woooood. haha. suddenly we had a jetflag. i tink dats the word. the plane suddenly went down abit. we screamed. it was scary. haha. it was normal mr.ridz saed. well then we were served with hotdog. okae wait a minute. the sausage inside was pure green. EW. i shud sae that again. i just ate my share and dcided to rest. took pics and waited for our arrival to sarawak. we landed safely and made our way to the museum. we couldnt take any pics bcos it was prohibited to doso. there were many dead am=nimals on display. mostly preseverd. yucks it was digusting and sad. okae moving on. it was aleadi 4pm and we got back to our hote. we checked into the most dazzling hotel in sarawak.merdeka hotel. me nabi;ah, syikin, zuby, BM, farah affifah and izizah got the same room. it is 1007. and our room was the only one that had the swimming pool view. it was gorgeous. me, nabilah, syikin and zuby shared the master bedroom.having four beds and a big toilet with a bathtub, we had it all. there was a living room and kitchen with a dinig table. the whole room was air-con dition. we waited till 6pm and we went down to the lobby and went off to have our dinner at the local restaurant. more of a coffeshop. seafood was the menu and i ate till i coudnt feel myself. the next days we went to two schools, met good friends, climb up caves and ate seafood daily. haha. i wud show pics. wudnt type it all down cos its so tiring now. the last day was memorable. we went shopping. my 300rm was gone for good. haha.i tired my hands on pottery. boy it was unsucessful.
oh ya. we had a BELL HANGERS BAND. it consisted of me and nabilah zuby and syikin singing rock songs for two nights. it was crazy.

2007-06-10T12:17:00.000+03:00

hi! im back after quite a while.
ive cange my blgskin...
yeah.abit dull.but i love it! haha
c u guys soon.
next tuesday ill be flying off to sarawak!
will miss you guys!
oi nabilah...nice anot?
haha

2007-06-03T11:25:00.000+03:00

okae to day is such a boring day.seriouslylah.its like im such a choosy person.i cant even find one good blogskin for myself. BUMMER.hhaah.okae still haven find yet.okae hey again.still unsuceessfuul.omg.omg.omg.okae lets talk. hmm ystedae stayed at home the whole day. cos im too boed and tired to make a baby step out of y front door.this holiday bloom has made me a bored-homey-gurl.i dunoe bout u guys but i so damn wish holidays wud b over soon.lyk serious and for o levels to come and for the resluts and me goin JC and taking a'levels. ten goin to uni, get married. settled down with baby boom around the corner...and ageing.WOW.life gets relly realy boring frm there.LOL.i dun wana grow old and die so soon.haha.omg.im becoming like a drama queen.stop.omg.i tink i just found my blogskin...have i?not exactly.that's wat i meant by being choosy.u noe wat. i gif up. i chose one blogskin.hope its great. okae gotago and blablabla. cya.

2007-06-01T18:21:00.001+03:00

bummer.i wana find a new blogskin but im like unsuccessfullah. BUMMER.

2007-05-31T10:50:00.000+03:00

well after that on monday, i had the councillors meeting and on tuesday i wen to a student leadership seminar at tanjong katong. of course me and sabrina and cheryl gt lost but afte i called my dad,(he knows the place cos he coach football there), we were on our way.it was very deep. tired as ever we manage to find our way to the small auditorium. we had talks by many people, one of them being eunice olsen who was very pretty and her talk was inspiring. well then there is a talk by this woman who founded 77th street. she kept giving 5 dollars voucher, by then, i almost drooled. then we head off to the sub. court at chinatown. I WANTED TO GO 77TH STREET BUT.... mr.razak told us to go there and our names had already been send to the scholl b4 we cud cange. bummer.but we manage to c life-performance in the court...ten low and behold i saw prince charming in court 26. he was talking to the judge as a witness for a crime. who cares bout whats the crime...he was hot. sadly we had to part ways but never the less i adored him! haha. cudnt get a pic cos no cameras allowed in the court tho i brought one. well ten me and cheryl and sabrina went to bugis. walked around and bought matching pencil box and wallet plus a presy for my sis upcoming bdae. well ten we ate at macs at whitesands till we went home at 6.45pm. nuting happened on wednesday and today. hope ill get to c him tomoro cos im goin to scul for emp. CIAO!

2007-05-31T10:13:00.000+03:00

okey hi im back again after a long time sorey sorey. ive been online for almost evryday but im just too lazy to update haha. talk about brain dead people.haha.im NOT one. mine you. Life has been quite dull and mundane around here. isit me or isit that no one seems to step out of thier houses or m i the one thats been so yesterday info? hmm? omg. wat m i talking about. i wana cange my blogskin. update my friendster and so many many more. oh! upload photos on my picnic.not many people are onlinemaybe they all are celebrating Vesak's day.hahahah. aniwaes ive been keeping myself occupied by trying to go out. let me c, on fridae. the last day of scul, i went to a GREEN SPELLING BEE COMPETITION AT singapore poly. it was very funny. why? read on! hmm. i paired up wit albin while ZQ and nabilah made a pair. we were suppose to write out our answers based on the questions or pictures given. to tell you the truth, its the first time ive been so dumb in my life and i have never seen ZQ that crazy ever. there was one question whereby it was a picture of soil particles. we had to name it. nabilah came up with the word. CORNFLAKES. cornflakes.YA. ZQ laughed hysterically like the rest of us and wrote it down. being su=itted at the top of the auditorium, i guess making so much noise wasnt a problem to us. aniwae he other sculs were busy scratching thier head trying to find out the right ans. practically every question we were stucked in. ms foong. who drove us there also said that some questions she herslf cudnt answer it.so i guess we were not the only dumb guys cos other sculs laughed too wen each question came out. well we had a great laugh. me and albin tried copying the students; answer sitting infront of us. i tink they knwe cos the next round, they covered their paper. BUMMER. they were rude. cos wen albin asked a question, they said "the question asked for the region, not the animal". With the slummbery face, we knew that we found our enemy list growing. BUMMER. well we had a great laugh and i won sum battery GP. it was worth 39.90 for two.i got four for answering a question. we went home feeling happy and relieved the saga was over.

2007-05-27T11:06:00.001+03:00

Your Love Number is 4

You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.
An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.
But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.
You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!

What Is Your Love Number?

2007-05-24T16:56:00.000+03:00

i found out he has a big family. 3 younger sis and two younger bro. he is the eldest. talk about getting all the good genes! mrs lim agrees too. i was smiling wen cheryl ask her what she thot of him. she knew he stead wif sum1 older than him b4. i guess the story was popular during the climax period. hmm. well he also stays wif his grandparents and like every guy, he is dead serious about football and a certified lifeguard. talk about wow. well, i noe i have no hope wif him. its all about being a one-sided love. i acept it heartedly but sumthing in my mind kips telling that ive just got to kip holding on. maybe im just wasting my time but wen its love, you've definitely got to have a 2nd thought. whether u wana lose it or take it back in ur arms. im willing to sacrifice evrything n burn my heart out for love. its the desire that runs me through, but like an allyme life. evrything just stops as friends.

2007-05-24T16:46:00.000+03:00

okae back again. my results are fine. teacher said i got 4th in clas 5th in level.im no sure if it is finalised. hmm.not much to write. goosh. cant wait for the sarawak trip. get to be a rich teenager adventuring out in malaysia. YEY. ill get to shop in the airport which is like my ideal place to be in. hehe. tomoro is PRCS idol.cant wait. effeess is singing!!!!!!!!!!!!111 WHUUHUHUUU! HAHA.
KLAH. hm. during the holidays im coming back to school for many days cos of the EMP UPCOMING CONCERT. cant wait!

2007-05-21T15:27:00.000+03:00

i want to say this. and i have to make it clear. wat i say abt, whether good or bad, its frm my mind. i hope u guys understand. though some words are too deep and harsh. i definitely wish to apologise for being cruel and not thinking b4-hand. ill like to seriously apoplogise to charlene for everything. things have been rocky and i noe its up to me to stop it or let it go and be angry abt it. yah, now i reali=ze im overeacting. LOL. seeriously. i didnt thought of it. i tot being in the same class wud mean no canges but i was wrong. new surroundings had to be succumbed too and i have to accept it everyone does. mayb i took a longer time to adjust to it cos being too comfortable in my comfort zone and not having the nerve to venture out and doing sumthing yah im reli sorry. trult sorry. i had been wro=ng and hadnt think twice. but i do hope u do understand my point of view. relli relli sorry. n trying to act like its okae infront of everyone wudnt cange anything. once again. im reelii truli sorry for everything. sorry? i made a wall between u and me. but its halfway done. im gona burn it down until its left to ashes. hope humpty-dumpty dusen break too!

2007-05-18T16:29:00.000+03:00

im back again after a long hectic great week. that thingy thats been staggering my mine is sort of lessen.thanks rau for helping. and nabilah. for noeing that that there are still non-bitches existing in the world.LOL. aniwae on 140507 , me and my friends had a small gathering-aka PICNIC. IT was great fun, lots of food, drinks and so much to play under the great weather. weell pictures can tell the story. so here it is: WAIT. i wanna talk more. i had a great time. tat cheong bought an ice-cream. wow. wat a way to cool down under the hot sun. basically, we ate, cycle, play frisbee, dog and bone. the playground and so much more. Denise fainted wich started sort of a saga and something to remember wen we look back. hahah. she was fine afte a rest. PHW. aniwaes ill upload the fotos sooon enuf. now the holidays are cuming. I CANT WAIT FOR EMP CONCERT. and getting out of their faces. u noe wat i mean. and the holiday word springs upon fun, laughter and freedom. HOPEFULLY. aites. cant wait for sarawak trip too! gotago!

2007-05-01T11:52:00.000+03:00

hey everyone.ya i haven bin blogging bout quite a long time.no free spacelah. im so pack wif scul work and exams r around the corner.now actually im not allowed to use the comp cos thursday is the start of xamination.hahaha.well my dad allowed so here i am. lots of things, great things has happen but the most recent one was councillor investiture! yesterday ws the day the sec 3 councillors were honoured for the very last time on stage by becoming the "skeletons" of the councillor board. we all sat at our places for the whole 1 hr++.. it was a bore. BM and faqiha were busy meddling wif their handphones while me and cheryl and naeem and ruijun stare into thin air.all of us came out of our classrooms at 1.00pm.i 4got to take m blazer on the way down. so well i had to rush up again to class and grab my coat along wif me. the gurls got cange to our whites and blues.we had awesum time getting redy...waddd. NO. it was streesful..i was sweating lyk a mad dog okae. haahaha. well all ends well wen sum of the sec 3 councillor ushered parents up to the hall. me n nabilah ran for the water cooler downstairs at the cantin. on the way up a lady and her toddler came walking up the stairs. GOSH. the baby was ADORABLE. WELL I HELP HIM UP THE STAIRS. HE GRAB MY FINGER. IT WAS SOOO AMAZING. haha. well close to reaching the door,i tried to let go of my finger. the cutey baby wudnt budge.haha. i tink we got the connection.haha..well in the end he did let go and i saed buhbye. jojo tot that was my bro.I WISH. well i saw umar sitiing where i sat doing speech day. 2nd row rite at the corner where the red carpet is. well wen we councillors were waiting for our grand entrance, i was busy singing along to the song 'graduation' they play it for the powerpoint side whic was a tribute to the sec4s and 5s councillor. hahaa. the sec 1s kip lukng at me lyk im sum kid of crazy woman. well mayb at that point of time i am! haha. ow ya did i tell you? umar's bro is a councilor to..omg he luks adorable and a younger version of umar. not to say that umar is old. haha. well mayb its about the maturity i guess. wen we walk in...me and rebeca. yup.i wanted to talk kae but im resisting it.haha. well evriting goes as plan.blabla. ow i had to be lyk sum kind of 'kendarta' having to hold the tokens for the sec4s...wen he walk up i just smiled. may blushing a little.oh! i heard him sae 'thank you'. wow.the grip was firm.wow. haha. afte the show, during our tea time...the gurls saed i was blushing.WAD. i remember luking at ain and hanisah smiling.LOL.it happen so fast.haha. well i dunoe. the food was great.OH! he has a sister. now i noe. arthur kips telling me i have no chance. come on. i noe. its for sight-seeing okae? haha. afte the clearing upof chairs...oh wait. i had fun! weting kips farting and me and the nabilahs kip saying gurl power! ahahaa. it was great. we took millions of pics. did many actions and me n nabilahs and cheryl, jojo, albin and ain headed to BKS. ate and talk some shit.lol.n headed back home. we were lyk so suay! mr razak saw me and nabilah and ain walking back frm ws. he told nabilah to tuck in the shirt. i bet we will get sacked on wednesday....wthell.aniwaes i ran back home cos my parents wud b back home soon.welll wad a day.
today its all about studying...okaelah im tired and hungry.ADIOS!

2007-04-21T12:48:00.000+03:00

ive been issing out on blogging and im so sorry for all those desperate fwens of mine hu wans new updates like u denise tan. hehehe. well im back here after a long holiday with myself t paris.hahahah.WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD. im nw updating my friendster. wuhuhuhuhu. haha aniwae im in a god mood.why? because i passed my 2.4km!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgard lyk wthell..
i didnt expect to pass. im fat n i cant run.haha.i asked jordan to help me cheat but he refused! on the 7th round cheryl aleadi made it her 8th round and mr.neo sae 14.42 mins. i panicked! TEN I TOLD jordan enuf! enuf! he saed "no! no! one more!" i scrammed all the way lyk wthelll.... i almost cried seh.seriously u noe. hahaha. well i made it to the finishing life in 16.03mins! whu a great improvement! sec 1 i managed a 17.52 while sec 2 i didnt even made the cut. so this year with all the hard effort of going to the gym, lots of swimming....i made it! yey! im lyk squeling for joy! silveror gold medal is in my hands!!!!! hehehe.
no i can finally say im FIT! WHUHUHUHUHHU.okae im getting crazy! i kept tinking of it the whole time running. i guess that help. thanks. aniwaes....i managed to do my maths retest. gog tank god i cud do it....well i cud only share the joy myself.... sad.
afte scul i went for mala oral wif cikgu hatini. i asked farah if she is wearing scarf for sarawak trip...she saed yes and big moma wearing too...but i duno if i wan too...i dunolah.well aniwae malay oral was easy-peasy.im nt bragging. well its bout tuisyen and im gud at it i guess. ahhaha.
today was english .i went to ms tan mei shan. hope i pass. she seems strict.well hu noes. todae has been a slack day.ive help my sis with her art.haven study the whole day.its okae. can i end my story here. denise?

well he didnt cum on fridae which bcums a boredom for me. i wonder why is he always having mc. quite frequently.aniwae hu m i to care? wthell. aniwaes. its so one sidedlah.

i reali cant wait to get over the exams. SLACK ALL THE WAY!

2007-04-08T11:10:00.000+03:00

okae im finaly back after such a dragging three days. not much done but hey i used my time wisely you noe.hmm...let me c wad i did..hmm. i wen swimming at my fostre grandparents condo.it was the most luxurious condo ive ever been.its so private and the bbq pits places were extroadinary.it was so cosy and the chairs were pillowed ones.the gym was so cosy and all the.LYK OMG. i went on the trackmilequipment there were like brand new. HELOOL. i went on the trackmile and practiced 2.4km and boy was i tired. the aircon wasnt on cos u had to use ur own personal CONTROL FRM UR HOME TO FUNCTION THE ONE IN THE GYMomg. y am i writing it so big.oh well wadever.hmm.i had a great time.after being way over tired. i still headed down to the ever so convincing pool.it was awesome.the water.everything.no one was there excpt me my dad n bro.it felt like this is ur very own swimming pool in ur very own penthouse.
wao.ten afte three long great cooling hrs, we went up. i had a great bath and had two bowls of nasi bryani.my family had just rekindled friendship with my foster grandparents and it is now the time we know more bout one another. foster grandparents? tell me bout it. its a long story.hmm..ystedae i spend the whole day watching PRISON BREAK SEASON 2. IT WAS AWESOME.ILL LEAK ABIT. AHEM.

MICHAEL SCOFIELD AND LINCOLN BURROWS WILL NOT DIE AT THE END OF THE SEASON. BUT THERE WILL BE SEASON 3.ON THE LAST EPISODE,THEY ARE IN THE VERGE OF DYING. THE END.WANT T O KNOW MORE? TAG ME.HAHA.

WELL SUNDAE,ODAE,HAD TUITION AND NUTING ELSE. MY WHOLE FAMILY IS OUT TO IKEA AND BEING THE uttermost lazy bum, i dcided to stay.....

things has been hmm...going smoothly around me.grades are dropping and life still forever sucks.still the ame alllyme life huh.omg.i dun have low estem.okae shut up. hey bt on the other hand, love...its on the next step. to where? hell how id kno? messaging has becum quite constant. n nuting else.hah.i dunoe wad to do.i know its a one-sided kindaf love and i cant ask fo more. yes he is my prince charmiing. but they dun alwaes cum and stay forever.sum day i know we will forget one another.duh.it happens all th time.but now im ready to face sadness and difficulty all at once. im strong.yey.U FEEL ME?

2007-03-25T12:20:00.000+02:00

what a day it is.its very heaty.well wat'd y'll noe...its singapore...hmm...wad shall i talk today..hmm..NYAA SILVER.im joining it with 16 of 3/8 students.we have the most no. of participants over the no. of classes.other classes has around less than 10.i seems 3/8 and 3/7 are conquering nyaa slots.yipee.im soo hapy to be able to get this opportunity to go overseas, have camps, do lots of cip and most of all the ability to go for dance lessons to meet the requirement of 30 hours of physical recreation. here are the things that each individual who are taking nyss silver:

physical recreation:at least 30hrs over a period of 6 months
community involvement:at least 30hrs " "
skills:30hrs too.
camp: 5days and 4 nights.

isint it great??? well mr.sun didi lecture us on having to make sure that we juggle our time in other words have gd MANAGEMENT TIME. we are pure science students and dun have the luxury of time after scholl to complete our requirements due to the time that we go home everyday.it passes afte 4pm only. well mr.sun told us to use our june-november-december holidays wisely and use it to do what is needed.he will manage our cam.well my class decided to do cip at casuarina primary scholl but none of us has yet to talk to mrs.see abt it.for physical. me lynn and jolene,steph and charlene decided to take up dancing hiphop classes at pasir ris cc every sat. but we have not yet found a gd instructor.that would be handled by the cc of course. my parents usually wudnt allow me or should i say they wud definitely object to allowing me to go to hiphop dance classes.they say its dose.well now i can do it and i have to do it.there are other choices bt i would rather take this up cos i love it and its cheap. 7o bucks for 8 lessons.it wud be awesume.im going to have lots and lots of fun haha.hmm. for skills...im planning to take art course but apparenly im the only one who has sign up.we need more people to get started.if not ill join cookery.learn how to be the maid yea.well i guess that's abt it.you noe wad i cant wait!!! and wats more..ill be going to sarawak fo a schol trip! yippee i cant wait.okaeokae .got to go now!BNB! OWYA! I CAN TALK IM.

2007-03-23T17:03:00.000+02:00

i guess the shit came out of me toDay.im soo fweaking tired.had the leadership camp today.some investigation needed to be done.it was fun but towards the ending it kindaf suck a little. well here i am again .blogging for the world to c.i stared my face at hym.gave hym that menacing look that wud have drive him mad.hu cares?? you/re the one staring ur ass at me. im just looking darling? sorry for being a little less polite but some rough statement needs to be said.afte that cca lasted to 7pm.those people r crazy.they want us to get gold wen we only can produce something less and huble BRONZE.stop working ur ass up.it wun do u good.ur hands become tired and wen we get gold.ill make sure tiissues will be ready.COS ULL NEED IT FYI. oh well its tie for me to blog around tagging people's log.im off now.tanks for reading.if u tink its a pice of essay that fills with shit.G.O.y m i being so mad? just because of him? wad the hell.wth.wtf.i watch bring it on3 just now.LOVRE THE KRUMPING!

2007-03-01T16:51:00.000+02:00

imm back again and ill be going on hiatus for the moment.
my laptop is goin awya for two weeks and a brand new one will return
nabilah will help me with the updating.
love you all.
love hym too.
BYE!

2007-02-24T09:56:00.000+02:00

OUCH.im back again and i think my blog is becomig isolated.
no one is tagging and im forcing people to tag.OUCH.
i love dat word.aniwae today had been a great and tired day.
it started off with having to be 1/2 an hr late for cca.i came at 9
wen it started at 0830.maine was up and early.she came wif an
awesomely tired face and puffy eyes.haha.get some sleep lah gurl.
well....me maine cheryl slack all the way...while nabilah was busy
trying out how to play other instruments.haha.cheryl made today the best
day of her life.she and christian are now messaging and i hope itll
go somewhere.they are both quite compatible.hey why not be together!
haha..LOL.well afte cca i went to buy sumai at the minimart. im so
obsessed wif sumai.i dunoe why.i just cant stop eating it.i bought an exact 12 today
and i ask cheryl whether she wanted one and she saed she doubt ill not finish my share.
haha.DUH I WONT!WELL....ten i send her to the busstop at haising ther.stop to look at
4/6 practising under the blok.so semangat-MAMATS.CHEERING competition lah.saw my sis and waved hi and off we went. met mr.azhar in his car...fetching his son frm cordova.
i sent cheryl and the bus came.she got on and i went back to cordova.met maine at the opposite busstop.wait wif her for the bus and im off.met my whole family and we went home.so now im here thinking wat to do for the class cheer.i want to win it.DESPERATELY!.haha...gd luck to me.

2007-02-19T11:39:00.000+02:00

fee.hmpf.so lazy..

me!

smiles

me again!

luking at hu?

nady.aica.fee

me and nady!

nady!!!!!

2007-02-19T11:32:00.000+02:00

my shoes
me and jolene

me and charlene

me.charlene.jolene

me and lynn

me.jolene and lynn

2007-02-19T11:02:00.001+02:00

okae.at last im back at home and im able to rest.ystedae was a great day out wif my cuzis and the whole family.we went to east coast beach.there were lots of peple espiecially malays and indians.well.we found a nice spot near the sea and place down all our things. the tents were pitched and the aroma of the food got into my nose.i was seriously hungrey and i started eating the nodle my aunt make and some black pepper chicken.ow....yumie! me n my cuzis sat down on the mat and gobbled down our food.afte finishing..we lie down in the tent and yak all the way.
fee has a new guy and his a chinese.woao.way to go.i tink chinese bois are much more better than malay guys cos u noe why? chinese are outspoken people and are nt afraid to tell the truth.true enuf.aniwaes back on the beach...we waited fo the "guest of honour" to arrive...tats my "ever-so-late" cuzi...siti fatimah to arrive b4 we headed down to swim.we gobbled down snacks and lie down lyk lazy pigs.eat sleep eat sleep.lOL.haaha...ni smue siti nie salah lah ni.
aniwae wen she came ...we all gt redy...to head down to the waters! fee decided to eat AGAIN.eshh.well...we had great time taking pics and also admiring the water.how dirty it is...i lyk it wen its high tide...the water is clean and beautiful..but as the day comes to an end..the water will be shallow and all the dirts can be seen.YUCK.well afte tat we head back to shore and ate again.haha.i took a scooter and siti took my bro's bike and we went cycling along the beach to the other end.yes of course i was very tired.but it was fun. i had a greaat time..later at around 0630...the gurls went to hire bikes...we walk all the way and guess wat...found out that the bicycle store was closed...waad.along the way...fee let me listen to her mp3..i gt to hear lots of slow-rock songs and fell in love with youth grp...yeh.aniwae by the time we walk back to our place it was dark already.....we enjoyed ourselves by looking at nepalese peple dancing to the music opposite us..haha..well...we soon packed up and head back to our cars... we went to duku road and ate prata..ten at 1100.we reached home...
i quickly changed and fall into pitched darkness.today i woke up at around 1200...woao...
im still tirred but i managed to finish my homework.yeh.okae so here are the pics...ahaa.enjoy

2007-02-16T17:02:00.000+02:00

sorey yas.pics sssoonnnn.

2007-02-16T16:58:00.001+02:00

PICS SOON.SOREY

2007-02-16T16:21:00.000+02:00

its been a tiring week.but today i still have the will to blog.its been a long time since ive blog lyk in a compo.nw im goin to try my best.ush.wish me luck yas.well todae had been a great awesome day.the day started off with two periods of e maths and two periods of pe.we played captain's ball while ain,hulabaginis(bleargh.hw do i spell it)...they played soccer.haha.it was fun and charlene ran the most.i just waited for the ball to come to me...waaad.well.after being tired and sweaty...we had chem lab work.we had to find the percentage yeild of magnesium sulphat.blabliblu...the hydrogen gas produced had a bad smell.yucks.well.3/7 also had to endure it too.they were next door.aniwae we finish at around 11215 n i rushed back home lyk a mad red faced bull.waad.me,charlene,lynn and jolene(too many lynn's) had a date. to go to bugis.of cousre to shop.i gt home.iron the clothes and started getting ready.with black leggings and purple dress...im all ste and ready to go! i rushed(again) and met charlene at my house bus-stop. she was all black and white and daringly cool.i lyk her style.well we gt on the bus and headed to white sands shopping centre.we met darius bt guess wad..we stared at him to figure out wether it was darius or his twin.we stare back and he stared too.i went to top up my ez-link kad and guess wad....it was darius...he came up to us and had a jolly gd laugh.TEEHEE.its weird having a twin.hu luks EXACTLY the same.well....we waited for lynn and jolene to come at macs.waited and started daydweaming....
ive never oh so wear so daringly lyk this..im usually the kind hu wear the old-boring kindaf clothings.u noe wat i mean...well...today its the day where i get a little more attention.having put lots of mascara can turn heads.i felt normal inside but on the outside...im a complet diffrent kindaf person.oh well...this is the time where i can just flaunt here and there.i shud stop wondering and just enjoy the fun!yeh!
they came and we took the train to bugis.infnt of us were three weird people.one was extrmely fat.followed by fat and another one mayb having aneroxia.seriously.they were blasting of their songs frm their handpons and dun even give a damn about showing courtesy and watsover.maybe they were so super jealous of us that they kept starinig at us.one gurl.the fat one even dare to tell jolene to sit prpoerly.wad i u trying to procast? r u in the government? omgad...we just rolled our eyes and heck care abt it.we reach bugis and the three musketeers went to ...they went to the bugis street and so did we.lynn and charlene and jolene wanted to find shoes,clothes and many other acessories and i just wanted to walk around and get somthing that is cheap and worthwhile.charlene bught a great gothic-lolita shoes bt lynn coudnt get her size.jolene gt her shoes.the most spendthrift was charlene.LOL.she had 50 bucks and she use it wisely....buying things in a black and white way...
afte hours of shopping we hes]ad to bugis mall and took neoprints...i gt earrings and a watch frm bugis.i love it!i bought matching earrings and watch! while we aited for our turn at the CRASH machine...i walked around n gt my sis a pencil box.(she love its simplicity) well we ttook our neoprints and had lots of pics taken1 yey!TEEHEE.grp hug!...
it was around 5.30...i had to go home and jolene met her sis at bugis...lynn and charlene went to orchar.lynn wanted to find her skirt and shoes..i went home and in the train i called rina an d talk to her....our relatioship is becoming astray due to lack of communication in scul.oh well she still be my blody best fwen i ever had.well during the train ride too some nerdy guy had a big mp4 and watch the PRISONBREAK series.i gt hooked on it and he allowed me to watch...he dropped at eunoa and soon after i stare into blank space...hhaaa...
i gt home at 6.30...
at dinner and watch batman returns....the penguin is CUTE.and EVVILLL.HOOHO
i had a jolly gd time and hope more of it in the future.here are the pics.(ABOVE)

loves to ALL

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2007-02-15T16:13:00.000+02:00

valentine;s has been a great dae.
ill explain soon....
hmm...
ill just tag as little as possilble.
im so tired and lovesick.
im lyk so D.F.A.G....rite dis very minute...
haies...love just bleargh!!!!!
omg...my heart is about to break.
im crossed out.im on my knees and i nid Mr.38.
he walks awae frm me and im left with pain and agony.

2007-02-09T16:19:00.000+02:00

well im back after going to my alumni club at WSPS.
its so omgard.
anne,syafiqah,namira n siska n other prcs students hu were
ex-wsps were shhoeed off by a silly old stout man called
MR.tan.he stood on a table and shouted to them saying that
they only came to make noise and mit up wif bois and
gurls.wad oni.u told us to came and we made an effort to show our
tired faces there.he closed the door an soon he opened it back...
wad was he thinking?. well we all sat at the foyer and
had a briefing about the alumni.it was boring and he sounded
like mr.ong.NOOOOOO.nt a photocopied one!!!!
well afte tat me and siska and also syafiqah went to loyang point.
went around and send namira home.
bought drinks at 7-11 and went home.
syaf and me talk about how isit like being diifrnt frm
being a primary scul student to a matured secondary scol peep.
we dun feel like we[re friends wif our primary scul fwens.
the feeling and the bonding is just not there.
weird isnt it....
i wun talk more cos my whole body is tired...
haies.
about Mr.Mv.....he hasnt shown aniting yet..
im waiting and still will.....
ally all the way!
loves to all.

2007-02-03T10:51:00.000+02:00

pictures by stephanie

2007-02-03T10:30:00.000+02:00

sometimes im just so mad at what life has bring me that i just want to
release myself.die away frm this utterly dreaded place where humans
live for the benefit of other people and nt for yourself.dun get it? take me
for instant, studying hard and scoring to the tops(its no bragging people)
dont make me feel lyk jumping up and down, waving happiness in the sudden
dawn...NO.im doin this cos people expect me to.people force me to.nt only
people bt my surroundings too cos me to evolve into a study fweak.
omgard.wat is happening to me.the sight of that word cos me to grasp
a little wave of air.waad?. the whole point is that i need and Want FREEDOM.
when will i be able to achieve it?

okae.

well..i guess i just have to pray hard for it.besides that.okae MR.mv knows
abt it already.he's gt my number and with two guesses he know its me.
lyk wow.nuting has happen yet.considerations is a 50-50. mayb he wud b
my valentine? well..that;s the future isnt it and i just have to wait for it to unfold.
talking about valentines..its a day whereby couples lovers family get to gether and share
the love btwn one another.maintaining it and even so enriching it nt with salt and pepper
bt with sweet sugar.sweet love comes with sweet joy, prosperity and HAPPINESS.
isnt that the most important thing? love kips us goin on and im glad that i have great
friends that kips me goin on and standing by me till the end.i THANK YOU for that.
love you all forever.

2007-02-02T15:15:00.000+02:00

the world has turn into an utterly disgraced place.
but im glad to smile cos "ALLY CARES".

2007-01-27T11:49:00.000+02:00

hey im back here afte the pamoja camp...yaya...it was fun.
on the 1st day we had a series of team building...it was basic games and true wat
jordan sae...you can play it at home...but yey...it was utter fun and very enjoying
there were games lyk helium poop,get connected...wat oni..i wonder where they get
those weird kindaf names..hmm...ow weelll...wtve.
the games teaches us to be cooperative and work together as a class.
ten we had about an hour or so to practice our cheer...
i planned the cheer and lynn cheryl candy and steph helped with the dance moves.
tanks babehs!
ten it was time for sume campfire...songs and dances wen along tru out the night and the
cheers of each classes wen on...my class had done the cheer ok but we struggled sum parts.nt enuf practice i guess.well at least we cheerd on and on...
the next dae was a series of games and we started our QUEST OF FIRE cum the amazing race frm 3 to 4.45pm. we were suppose to complete 16 check points at oh well...nt enuf time..
my grp came in 3rd and we had so much running....i ran alot...tiring...
ate and ten during the night afte lights out..me and my darlink 3.8 had a girls talk..
unfortunately CLARA...listened and didnt sleepp...she kept herself awake bylaying wif her hp games..
i had fun.got to noe so much tings..
the next dae we had prizes given out. my class didnt win but we won best spirit class in the bus..
sang here and there...i had fun but tose nerdy peple hu i dun wish to say thier names just dun wan to have fun...
todae i restes the whole day..
pictures will cum soon and i hope you guys had a great rest b4 scul starts! loves to all!

2007-01-21T11:59:00.000+02:00

hey evri1.
its bin a long time since ive nt blog...
just cange the blogskins and the pics suppose to be avatar size
bt i duno y it still isnt. HELP?.
so many events are cuming up and few of them are...
camp.AND camp.AND camp.
haha...i cant wait...its the only best thing that exists in
the sec 3 life..
well......dats about it..
life is still the same around me..
thw wanting still exists..
hvae you ever waited for sumthing dat u wish to have bt u r nt able to grasp
it no matter hw near it feells to you?..ive felt it too many a times n i just want
dat sumthing to noe but wat consequences will occur wif evry step dat i take?
wat danger, sadness lie beneath all the secrecy?
only silence tells the truth.
i dun wan to exists in this king of world. i want wat i want
bt i cant have wat i desperately endure for...
wat evil have i done to garner a spot in this life.
a life with a pinch of hapinness only..
why was i led to the dreading life of hers?
why?
and
why?
silence will only tell the truth.
no matter hw far or hw near i walk... the truth still deserts itself frm me.
why?
only time will tell..
only silence will open up to spill out watever truth it has been holding for me.
i must be able to face it. i must trust it.
but before that...
do i have to trust myself?

2007-01-07T10:07:00.000+02:00

haloooossssssss!!!!
im back again after such a long time not blogging
being in 3/8 is sooo....weird...
im away frm my close fwens lyk missy q and anna
and gelynn...but there's charlene wif me..
okae her's how it goes
there;s 41 pupils in my class...21 gurls
and 19 bois..there are 16 2/4 in my class and guess wat
it dusen even feel lyk 16...so much leessserrr...
what's the reason? well mrs koh.my form teacher shift us here and there
until we are sitted where our neighbours are 1st time strangers..
gary and matthew and liankiat surrounds me in a plus sign..
bois around me!!!...well okae lah..me and gary know each other since pri 5
he is the kind of person hu lyks to talk bout people..
every teacher that walks into the class....
he starts bragging nuisance bout them...
some peple mite think that he is irritating bt the real fact is that he
makes the class sounds more in earth than in the soundless universe or space
my class is extremely quiet though fabian and shane are around...both of them are surrounded wif gurls...the best part that cracks all of us up is that every teacher that cums into our
class calls gary sum ciutey guy face...haha...or dimply cutey..lol...pure guy...
well i guess the class is starting to warm up and i hope our class will be even noisier than b4.
cheryl and lynn usually are around me except recess...well ya..thats bout it.
ive never bin sooo quiet in my entire life.my mouth was put to rest for the whole time bein in class for the 1st two daes of scul...gosh! wt is WRONG wif this peple!arghhh...
seriously you guys have to talk. well enuf of my class..lets just hope the atmosphere
will change sooner or later..

its stree you know being in the top class.
i always go bk home lyk around 0530 to 0600...
im tired and i feel lyk drowning in the surbans death of the carnage..
i have to kip up wif time..and its a NONO slacking life..
well...you have to pay the price...

okae end of story for the scul life.
ive made many new years resolution and i cant wait to get out of prcs.
i dun wan to face relationship probs..bitches and sluts hanging around and most
of all stuck in the scul fo almost a day.
i want to be in the real world.REAL FREEDOM.wif reality surfacing every moment of
your life.i just have to wait.

thats all.time for me to ciao.

2006-12-24T09:51:00.000+02:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!
i had a class outing last fridae on 22 DECEMBER 2006.
it was great fun and one big DANG!
we watch NIGHT AT THE MUEUM.
some of them....
me n gelynn watch CHARLOTTE'S WEB.
very te heart warming.
ten anna n charlene watched eragon...
the rest watch the night at the museum...
i had great fun...
19 of us went.....
ten we wen to ngee ann city to eat at seoul garden...
the total amount?
249.80.
nt bad lah...
we had fun eating...
it was crowded but hey! i had great fun...
ten me n charlene n anna n gelynn
went to FAR EAST PLAZA...
took neos n ten my parents fetch me home...
PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED SOON.
my laptop gt probs...sorry yah.

2006-12-15T16:14:00.000+02:00

hey im back...
well ystedae i had a great dae watching
ERAGON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
its a story abt dragon and their riders...
and here is a tale of a boy hus quest is to defeat the evil king and
save his world...
ERAGON IS A HOTTIE!!!!!!!
weellll...dats abt it..watch wif my cusis....
hope to c more eragon in the nearby future..
yep....well....gtg fo nw... bye

2006-12-10T11:12:00.000+02:00

hey...i finally had time to blog...
i just change my blogskin cos the previous one was spoilt...
well...nevamind...owya...dis song is by A.F.I
very nice song...
i noe my blog suddenly becume small....
TRAGEDY STRUCKED!
welll....nvmind...wen i blog again ill redo k?
please tag my blog...
my place has becume so dead...
make it alive ok?
gtg roaming around....bye!

2006-12-08T15:24:00.000+02:00

siti n me

my sis.nadia.me
me n nadia
siti

2006-12-08T15:17:00.000+02:00

what r they up too?
my sis
heheheh

the two musketers

as shahid...cute!

im wif the brown hat.cusis 4eva

2006-12-08T15:07:00.000+02:00

2006-12-08T14:49:00.000+02:00

hi evryone....
im back here again..nw i have a free time to blog
afte a long...long....holiday for me...
well...firstly on 28 november,its the celebration
fo the FOURTRESS that consist of
-me
-qamarina
-anna
-gelynn
well we went to watch the movie 'MATERIAL GIRLS'
at CATHAY CINELEISURE...
the show was awesume and the guys in it were HOT.
hahaha....ten we went to take neoprint and head fo BUGIS
we went to eat at seoul garden...
it was yummi..n dear me...i ate a lOT!!! haahaa
i blanja most of the money cos anna n gelynn did not have enuf money
we ate alot ten jalan at bugis street...saw jessie...
afte that i met my mum sis n bro n we went to jalan besar stadium to watch my dad play soccer
it was a celebration to bid FANDI AHMAD GDBYE...he is goin to jakarta fo 3 years to coach the team there...so they played the final game wif hym....fyi. my dad was one of the national soccer player in the 80's...ten we had diiner...the score was 3-2... my dad team lost but hahas...nevamind...its fun playing tho...but the hot guys werent there...lyk baihaki..
well..ten we had a party upstairs...food galore...wif chocolate...i had fun playing wif the lil kids... n it was also coach radhi...the coach fo our national team...
ten it was picture time n evrything ended wif hugs n kisses....
welll off to go home...
ten last fridae i zoom of to malacca..
stayed at the A'FAMOSA BUNGALOW..
the swimming is awesume...evrything was great...
on saturdae we went to kl....
ten the next dae we went to tebrau city n ate at manhattan fish market...
great nite n we headed back to singapore....
two daes ago i went out wif ma cusis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
siti me nadia n my sis...
we went shopping at bugis street....but b4 that we had lunch at LJS
ten afte that nadia n my sis gt thier jeans n we head to orchard...yey!
shop here n there...met fee along the wae...
b4 that we sat down n chat at bugis mcdonald....while waiting fo fee..
gossip n wakityyak...
around 7+...we wanted to go to nadia house bt my parents pic me n sis up at simei interchange...ow...met ayu at orchard mrt...the dae ended wif a sleep.
fo the daes folowing dat....im praktically staying at home n repaying my puase...
well bye!

2006-11-23T15:48:00.000+02:00

ME AND MEILING

ANNA N MEILING

ALL MY PEPLE..

COOK COOK N COOK

2006-11-23T15:15:00.000+02:00

heyheyhey...
i finally have the great big time to update..
okae...last tuesdae i HAD A GREAT TIME...
time again...lol..
i woke up as usual at around 9am..
wasted time by watching mtv till 12.
i went to fetch my broder frm scul...he had band
wen i went up the stairs to the lift...met anna n charlene shouting my name in the lifft..
hahas....tey saw me...wat a coincidence...n tey sen me to my bro scul on their rollerblades..
it was soooo hot!...send my bro home, wave gdbye to the two gurls...gt cange n went to century square. met missy q there n we were looking at the movies to watch..
no material girls show....bet there was no show of its kind cos it only gaon 1.5 stars in the new paper poll...haha...so we watch step up....the show starts at 1.30...n we were 2 mins late!
so we quickly bought popcorns n snacks plus the drinks n we went up to the cinema.
it just started...we suppose to seat at E5 E6..but we rushed and sat at the side which was F13 N F14... so we watch the show...the dance..n the showcase was awesome!!!! i wish i was one of tem...our scul has no dance competition...if there was,,,i wud b the 1st to sign up...seriously...
it was so cpld...lucky i brought my jacket..
it ended at 3.30 n we went out n meet anna n charlene hu cange frm home afte rollerblading n we took neoprints..twice! lol.....ten me anna n missy q took a cab n went to our class chalet at downtown east... charlene wen home cos l8r she goin out wif andrea to pasar malam at casarina scul....wao.ten we arrive n meet 80 cents at the counter to go in the chalet place...we went in n our chalet unit was J 1908. willis n zq was there aleadi....we rest.watch willis conquer the xbox n the tv...watch until saliva came dripping down...
ten at 5 i gt the bbq working....zq bought all the food n i got my hands dirty on putting the charcoal at the fireplace...we bbq fishball.satay.otak2.chicken.crabmeat. and sausage....we even used up other peple bbq pit...the guy saed it was all rite...we ate until we cudnt ate animore...
ten i wen to my sis bbq wich was at L...bhind...wile i walked .this HOT.mat emo rock guy wearing black n red stripes looking at me n smiling...so i smile back lah..omg...so the hot.
ten my sis was eating mee..huda cooked n i joined in.shahrizal was wearing slipknot shirt...yeh they rock! we eat n i laugh alot cos my sis n her fwens-dayah.izzat were making a fool out of themselves...typical humans...haha...b4 tat...wen i was at the chalet..sumone called me frm outside my room...n wen i wen out...guess wat shocked my heartbeats till tey shooked 100times faster...izzat n shahrizal were in their shorts.............................................
just finish swimming...i swear i could have gotten heartattack...haha.... my sis n dayah were in ts n shorts...tey saed hi n came for food...no food at that time. well i bbq till6 n pleade my mum to let me stae till 8. she saed ok(wich was once in a lifetime) n yeh...i kip goin to my sis chalet...to eat n drink n to c the cute guy....but he went home early cos i didnt c hym afte 7.30...
wen home.. n took a cab...ate pasta b4 goin home...denise cooked .yumi...met my sis under the blok n were 3 mins l8. never the less i had fun!!!...nuting hapen much ysted n todae.. ystedae was grand nite bt i didnt go n help up...malas lah...heard frm nad todae...huzaifah wore all grey n luk very smart n he actually gave a sec 5/2 speech...so great...hais...ill mis hym a little to much but i noe im nt the one for hym n vice versa...sum dae my true guy will come n i just have to wait...hw long oso i duno.... well gtg...owya...this pics r frm meiling...tanks darling! OUT

2006-11-19T16:20:00.000+02:00

2006-11-19T16:01:00.000+02:00

hey peple this is my hari raye pics...last fridae i went to jalan wif my great fwens...im the yellow tudung gurl.F.Y.I. aniwae im still busy...catch up soon.

2006-11-14T14:33:00.000+02:00

hey i wun b blogging for a while cos im very busy...catch up soon

2006-11-07T15:25:00.000+02:00

amanda n meiling

mrs jojo

nadrah and missy q

FEW MORE PICS N IM SO LAZY TO UPDATE...OW WELL...NVMIND... ANIWAE JUST NWmind.... todae i had cio n its so boring....3 hrs n im rotting in that dungeon....so im tired n i just put pics... happy looking peple

2006-11-05T13:39:00.000+02:00

the gurls je

aisyah, liyana and me
nabilah and me
ain n me
evri1

hye peple...im back again...
todae i had an open house for my mother side n
my mum's best fwen..... tomoro gt abrsm...n the uper sec have
o;s...yeh...cn c toadie....yipee..
hah...wateverlah... a guy ystedae confest tat he used to lyk me..
bt too shy to ask me out...wateverlah.....he is so nt my type..
eshhh...fwens wud just b enuf... my standards r high lah...
wateverlah...ive rejekted 2 aleadi...hus heart will i
break next? U?...i dunolar.. my perfek guy isnt here yet...
he wud b sum where out there...im gona wait...
if e wait is long....i just have to sabar... wat more cn i do...
dis is god's doing...aniwae wateverlah... study is the 1st thing in my mind...gd marks is next...
fwenship is 3rd n hapiness rounds it all up at 4th...okey? well bye for nw... my post r getting shorter....so sorry...more pics?

2006-11-03T17:15:00.000+02:00

hey darlinks...im at liyana house doing her blog...
jalan hari raye wif the ekspress kids were great...
ill put the gambar later...
aniwae..i got 2nd IN CLASS N LEVEL...f.y.i
my leg got bubble cos melecet...tired tau...
just nw got one silly personality test at scull..
iwas late n gt scolding frm mr.razak..bummer..
well...we finish later then the oder classes... n toadie wen aleadi...watehell..
takpelah....anoder dae cn meet.. okae lah gtg bye..

2006-11-01T15:03:00.000+02:00

me n beloved manda

the fourtresses.tats me wif the peace sign

anna n gelynn
aana trying on the bass
the band rocking
the drummer...psss...he is old

ok im back again.todae my class had a POP ESEMBLE WORKSHOP.
this band cum to our scul n teach us the playing of electric guitar blabla..
n andrea rebond her hair wich is tak lawar nk mampus...she kip doing her hair touch here touch there...mcam ramli sarip...m n missy q had the same thinkinng...lol. tak lAWAR!!! lyk... pontianak mama..haha...wtv lah...nt nice...dusen suit her... so here r the pics..

2006-11-01T14:22:00.000+02:00

my belo cuzin n me!im pink!

helo my darliNKS.
YES I NOE U ALL MISS ME...YES I NOE...HAHA
aniwae...the holidaes are here....n life seems to be even more boring then ever
during the 1st three weeks of holidaes im coop up wif cca,abrsm blbla...
n HARI RAYA TOOO!!!!!!...ive received bout 500 bucks n still counting!!! ... so tomoro im goin out wif the express peple... i cannot wait!!!!!!!
must b rely gerek...klah bye peple...owya i 4got...last dae of scul i cried..ill miss u guys...sobs... n toadie too.. booohoooo...oklah bye!

me my bro n my sis

my family

2006-10-21T14:40:00.000+02:00

hey there..im back once again...pretty busy lately n um... my laptop broke down...
so...um back here n redy to blog..
my results are WONDERFUL

science- 93
maths- 74
eng- 62
history- 87.5
art- 85
malay- 75
dnt- 79

im happy lah...especially my science...highest in whole level...haha... at last beat zhen qiang..
tricia must b shocked... me too ALOT.
my parents r happy. im happy too...so evri1 is happy...im almost an all A student xcept eng...arghhh...nvmind...i dun gif a damn.. owya i choos EE,ED,EC... take history.. hope lynn go same class wif me...so got fwen...yey...cant wait fo next yer...NO!
toadie will b gone...well i noe i have to move on rite...i cant just cling on one guy rite?
there r oder beter guys out there..ill have to sabar n wait..my emp concert is coming!!!!! yeye...
cant wait ..lots of peple r cuming!!!! i cant wait..
hope u guys enjoy it k...the food too...i chose to wear rugged clothings...hope evriting is fine..
i CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!! hahaa...n my class have one dae event...watch movie togeder n oso eat at seoul garden...yey cant wait n we wud b having an alumni next year wich means aftee class jamiing session...yahoooooo...i invited toadie...hope he cum...as a fwen..an audience..
well gtg...c u guys soon...b4 tat..
SLAMAT HARI RAYE!!!!!

2006-10-21T09:29:00.000+02:00

Hello eveybody. My exam results are out and it's quite ok. I still need to improve in some subjects though. I choosed pure science class as my first choice for next year.

And...

Toadie will be gone out of my life!

Will update my blog soon. Sorry!

2006-10-01T14:25:00.000+02:00

halooos evri111...
im back... well exams are very very near..
i haven even start my art.. no... sum oni...just the 1st few steps..
im bored...lyk so bored...BORED KILLS ME...
i miss excitement... hapiness...fun...
but there is soooo...... much stress!!! i cant stand it...
urgh!!!!! y am i even bablin bout it...hah..
ok...get real. i watch HANNAH MONTANA...very nice... MILEY looks lyk ashley.
weird...i have nuting to tag about...
owya yestedae wen to my grandma house...buke puase there.. n um... my lil cuzins all were
there...noisy ar..oklah....nuting else...
bye peple

2006-09-29T16:13:00.000+03:00

hey darlink ku..
ive cange the blogskin n song... song is by AVENGED SEVENFOLD...WUUTUUS.
aniwae to dae was paper one fo malay n english...easy lah... its over im so glad...
the main papers wud be next two weeks...
ill cange my blogskin again...
not satisfied lah k...
just nw wen go out of scul afte doin dnt at 2pm...
saw faris at the opposite side of the pathwae wif his malay fwens..
he smile n wave..
i wave back... n ten he walk awea but turn back again...
i watch hym go...away...
ten me,anna,charlene n andrea wen to ws to macs.(gua tak puase)
saw faris again!!!!. he sae eh! n walk...i was shock n guess wat he is not tat tall as huzaifah taus..
shorter abit...i was lyk saying OUCH.
dua kali seh kiter jumpe....tak pas2...
b4 tat at scul...doin dnt.. i wen up to art room cos manda wan to see her beloved...huzaifah wen to prayers...n sin nee talk to me...she sae huz noe... i said I NOE. ten she sae he sae let him make his decision...wat dos tat means? i have no idea..
Y IS WEIRD STUFF HAPENING TO ME?
aniwae i g2G...sowie fo tagging to little...b in touch soon..

2006-09-24T16:43:00.000+03:00

hey darlingku...
nuting up... aniwae i got no time to update...
so here is a few words...
SLAMAT BERPUASE TO ALL MUSLIMS..
TANK YOU LYANA,AIN, NURLI,SALY,JEAN,SUAINDAH,NABILAH,ATIQAH fo a great fridae..
last week...i had a great time...lots of BK food n of course BEN N JERRY... lurpp you guys loads!!!
n PLEASE VOTE FOR HADY MIRZA!!!!!!!
gd luck fo xams k?

2006-09-17T10:50:00.000+03:00

hey peeps...
SUPERNOVA IS OVER.
guess hu won it....LUKAS ROSSI.nooooooooo.
weell magni was 4th
toby was 3rd
dilana was 2nd...
sooobs....toby never win...i hope he cums out wif an album...
will miss hym..TRUCKLOADS.
aniwaes...we shud all rock fans support lukas..
yeh...
tomoro im goin to FORBIDDEN CITY wif my whole class till 11pm!!!!!!!!!!
its free n no parents!!!!!!!!!1
yes.!
well last fridae...i had eng oral...afte tat me,cheryl,hao shan n shereen wen to mas at ws..
guess hu i met there..
welll....faris haekal laksmana...wuuuhu..
he was sittin at macs wif duane n anoder guy..
duane smiled at me...n faris saw me!!!! ah...duh.
the 4 of us...sat at the secong flor wile they sat at the third.
i got a clear view of his...back..riiight.
but nevertheless..he turn back many times..
ya he luk at me loads of tomes... im nt bragging ...but cheryl oso sae so..
i got WITNESSES...hah lame lah ally..bcos of cheryl...i was there...
tank you sooo much cheryl..i lurp you lah.... LOADS...i kept hugging her..hahah..
we did our hw n played my stupid silly game...
ten cheryl n me wen to the 2nd flor toilet..
we had to go to the 3rd flor of macs...walk pass duane table...wich apparently faris wasnt there...wonder where he go..went we walk out...i got a glimspe of hym...walkin up the stairs to his table..den wen we had peed aleadi(haha) me n cheryl walk back n i saw faris lukin down,lukin at the glass door...wich me n cheryl ten enter...i smiled at duane hu smiled so cheeckily...wonder y..so...faris had turn awae aleadi..haha..n we just continued studyin..
he has this long atheletic arms wich he lyk to swing countless of times..
n wen he turn arnd sumtimes... we locked eyes...lah...fo a while oni..
so ten i luk awae...he noes i lyk hym...he noes n i noe ot that he noes...hah?
so...at 5.45 it was time to head back to scul n meet my gang..
cheryl sae ..if i dun sae bye to faris i have to blanja her swensen...ok.
soo we walked up n i wave bye2 to duane n cheryl was shouting saying...go n sae bye...so wen i turn...faris was aleadi luking at me...i saed faris...bbye.
<<>>
he waved bye n we walked out...cheyl scream yeh u did it...i bet he heard it...hey it tuk lots of guts ok..so we went back to scul..
a scul..i waited fo my gang...apparently andrea 4got her purse at the band room..we went running round the whole scul back n forth fo the key...wen me n charlene gt the key frm mr leung...we ran back n tried it...but canot open...no!!! so we ran bk up to the midi lab n told mr leung...he saed it was the rite key...so we ran back n tank god..wen we went back to the canteen to grab our bag...saw huzaifah...wat LUCK in a dae..so we walk back tiredly...huzaifah n gang wen to eat at the 24h cofee shop...me n anna walk home...very tired...at home..ate n study ten slept...duh i gt bathe ok.
wat a tired dae...ten ystedae wen to HABOURFRONT to buy digi cam..yeh i gt one..late burfdae presy..todae...i study all dae long n find songs to sing fo our END-OF YR CONCERT.

YES PEPLE..OUR 2/4 CLASS WILL HAVE A ONE NIT ONI...CONCERT AT THE SCUL HALL ON 25OCT FRM 6.30 ONWARDS...WEAR SCUL UNIFORM N ENTRANCE IS FREE..

ples cum n suppot us...n me!!haha...byes...

2006-09-10T15:26:00.000+03:00

................TOBY RAND....................

halooosssssssssssss.

well tomoro is the start of a new dae,term,week..
exams is cuming and tomoro ther is
history and science test...NOO.
i study aleadi...phew...
aniwaes...i found pics of toby...my idol..
he is goin to win supernova..
ill vote fo hym...ALOTT.
im just scared lukas will win...his kind of nt reli a rocker..more of a metallica kind...he dun look gd as a band leader... hu noes?
magni...the bald guy..ya...he is okae.... but i still want toby!!!!
he is frm australia...gosh..HE ROCKS BIG TIME.
aniwaes...here are sum of the pics..

isnt he just plain hot?

OKAE PEPLE...GOTAGO...LURP YA'ALL.

2006-09-08T16:36:00.000+03:00

HEY YA'ALL
nuting has been goin on lately....ow.....yes..
SUPERNOVA? u noe the rockstar show on starworld...well...
NEXT WEEK IS THE FINALS!!!!!!!!
gosh 4 left...dilana standing as one gurl only..
storm gets eliminated yestedae...so sad..
she ROCKS BIG TIME...
I LYK HER original..."wat the #$!@ is ladylike"
its awesume...
i hope toby win...cos his lyk THE BEST N SHOWSTOPEER..
YEH...tats wat im talkin about..
his HOT TOO...
next week ill post pics of the winner.
aites...PAUL TWOHILL IS OUT.....
yesh ya'all....too bad...rite his the weakest.. among the top four..
im rooting for hady...YESH...hadY MIRZA...
N JON........
two moRE DAES to scul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait to c my DARLINKS...
well ten kip on tagging n c ya real soooonnnn...

2006-09-06T10:04:00.000+03:00

Hi everyone! It's been a long time since i've been gone. Sorry, i've been 2 cup up with exams and tests and catching up with the subjects. Dis week, i won't miss anyday without doing any studying, must get SERIOUS. Anyway, i just got back from my 4 days, 2 nights holidays. On friday night,my famliy stayed at my grandpeople house at Johor. The next day, we met wif my cuzins and all of us went to Tangkak, near Melaka. We pass through Tangkak that lead us to Gunung Ledang... you know, the hang tuah kindaf story place. It's the 64th highest mountain. 64th??? How many mountains are there in Malaysia? We went to the waterfall. Sooo cold! We relaxed our feet and suddenly, we rushed back to dry land when we saw a baig snake on the tree. Haha... weird. Then, we went to Tampin. The place like Geylang. Lots of baju (clothes) and we ate lunch there, indian style. After that, we buy pastries. I bought lots of cheesetarts. YOU CAN'T FIND THEM IN SINGAPORE. Then, after a long day, we went to the bandaraya melaka. Stayed at my granduncle bungalow. We, cuzins talk2 in the room and we slept at 11+. The next day, we went to PORT DICKSON. We ate at AVILLON hotel by the beach, soooo beautiful. We cuzins played at the gym while others went to sembahyang(pray), we cuti... hehehe. We went back 2 Melaka after that, went to Makota Parade. Did shopping. At dinner, we went to a seafood restaurant. SEDAP .... we went back to the bungalow and watch Siti Nurhaliza wedding at 11 then we slept. Next morning, we went back to Johor, did shopping at bestmart and den, wen home. GOSh! What a tired day!

Yesterday, had cca. Learnt new syf song. So tired. Wen home wif lala.. hey nice haircut haha. Oklah. C u guys soooon!

2006-08-26T11:10:00.000+03:00

halos..
just gt back frm cio performance...
very fun n tirying but i had a great time..
huzY wore his class shirt n scul pants n sat at the bus wif me hahahah...
yeh....clear view using a mirror..
me n shamaine n nabilah did henne stuff on our hands n gt balloon makin..
maine gt a bicycle.
i got a ring
nabilah got a dog..
all three of us went home together...
bought buuble tea n sit at the steps...
maine waited fo man to cum..
he cum sooo late seh...
he came around 2 plus...den me n nabilah wen home..
im nw at home resting myself...later goin to celebrate at my grandma house at 6plus..
unti bdae..
haies...sooooo tiredloads...
MARY....I LURP PANIC AT THE DISCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-24T12:35:00.000+03:00

haeyousss....
i noe i haven post new entries cos ive been lately busy...
tests n blalalalallalal...
just noe was sooo funny..
me,rre n amirah sat down at the sitting area during lunch n ate mnms..
sedap seh....tanks mumy for buying..
so three f us...grandmother mother n daughter tok4...
about our horoscopes ten came along nabz n she share wif us her horoscope bk..
im CANCER.
im a loveable person!!!!
yehhh...n i relly desire love n i lyk to be in the compounds of fwens n family members.
yep tats me...
about love..
welll tey sae cancers go for taurus,capricorn,aries n sumore...
but i dun tink ill trust tat.
you have to noe the guy very well...nt fo his horoscope but his heart.
than rre;s straw termasuk her lobang hidung!!!!!!!!
hahhaahahhahah...
klakar...n ten i saed..y nt letak kat tempat berak ten.........
u noe wat hapens next..
URGHHHHHHH....cant cum out...hahaha...
we all luk at our horoscope..n ten wen the teachers came we wen back to our classes..
fun GILER.
AFter scul i wen to macs at white sands n eat icecream...yumieee.. wif gelynn n anna..
afte tat we took bus 21 hoping to see FARIS FRM HAISING...
but sadly..my instincts we right....he wasnt there...so sadddd..
nevamind...ok so ten we wen to buy fries n bubble tea at chitchat...met nis,maine n shab..
afte tat i met ZULHELMI...frm my ex-scul...gosh he soooo cute aleadi!!!!
his 2 years older than me n is in siglap...
ow weellll, i guess he wun remember me tho...
i change alot since primary6..
ALOTSSSS.
hahah...
tomoro have cca n saturdae thers a performance cca at ORCHARD YOUTH PARK..
huzaifah is cuming to help out!!!!!! noooooooooooooooooooooo.
ow well...lets see wat the day holds for me yas?

2006-08-18T18:24:00.000+03:00

i wud lyk to apologise to;
HIDAYAH...FO u noe the probs... n all those hu got involve bcos of me..lyk rre
reli4...sowie..

2006-08-18T17:28:00.000+03:00

hey evri1...i haven tag for lyk the past week cos my mum has a new timing job tat cause
her to be at home n nite n we cnt use the laptop!!!
noooo...
sooo nw my parents goo out...im here..blogging..
soo many things bad and good has hapen todae yestedae n last week...but evriting ends here...
if those hu wish to continue the bad hapenings...its up to you...no one bother to set up fights and hold gruges on ani1...lead life the good wae..
yeh,,,hey 2moro im goin to i-MAQ COMPETITION. at singapore poly wif the whole class..
we r in the finals!!!!!yesh...
we r wearing class t-shirts n holding boards...of course wif jeans...
cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
owyes...i tink im fallin for this sec 2 guy...soooooooahhhhhh.
i saw faris frm haising in a bus 21 frm white sands...he wave at me...yehhhh..
sooooo cuteee...but he sae he has no time fo love n nids to concentrate on studies
so we r just good fwens..
im okae wif tata..
but we rarely talk again cos he no hp...n cnt use his father hp to sms me...
so sad..but nvmind..im COOL WIF IT...
well tats all i shud write...so lazy to writelar..
owww...bout huzaifah...im starting to 4get hym...
its tat a gd sign or bad sign?

2006-08-12T18:53:00.000+03:00

hey its been a long time since i last tag...
well ive been relly busy wif xams n loads of stuff..
and i hadnt think of anything else except dis...

wats wrong wif my life??

evri finger i lay on,
evriting i do turns up at the wrong side or either falls on the wrong hands?
y?
u askk mee?
y?
i dont noe....
im so confused rite now...
nuting is straight in my head..
argghhhh......
wrong timing seh...
the one problem tats bulging in my mind is the ver 1 thing called love.
ill sae it again...love.

love is sumthing tat is so hard to find tat u hae to find n c for ur veri own self the inner meanig to it...u have to experience true love to find out the meaning of love..
one minute wif ur love one..it feels lyk uve been together fo lyk FOREVER...Y U ASK ME...I HADNT A CLUE....life is strange...relly strange..

and it gets stranger wen u feel tired and u want to go to sleep..yep i saed enuf..
close case.shut.
gdnites.

2006-08-05T11:38:00.000+03:00

oyts..
yestedae was a VERYVERY FUN DAE..
me n the guys performd 'bat country' by avenged sevenfold..
did u noe i was sooo nervous b4 tat...my face turn reli pale n tat cheong
tot i was crying..nervous raaaahhh... loads of peple n th performance was at the pond sumore...
we were the opening show n yeh we rock the house!!!!!!!!!
evri1 cheer loudly n ween n nabz came n congrated me..haha..
one woman all the wae..
emo-rock hahaah...
it was fun ten afte all the performances..
actuallt rina n annabel ones were the one tat rock evri1 n oso nadrah-shereen-ben-irfan-BREAKING FREE..bt irfan hit many wrong notes...spoil...takpe..
ten we wanted an encore cos lots of peple wan bt mr.leung had to go for band...nvmind..
uper sec concert we wil B BACK!!!!!
TEN sum of us sat at the midi lab n see the final 8 fo the prcs idol bell out their vocals... hanani n effess rock!!!! farah too..
the felicia...arghhhhh noooooooo..
syazwan gd too...
hu to vote?
itll b a secret..
haha
teh me annabel, jordan charlene anna n rina n me wen to eat french fries..
we talk till 6 n i found out my purse was missing!!!!!!!!!!
i gave to charlene b4 i perform....how????
she 4got.hu she give to...ten aana sae she saw in the radio room..okey mondae i check...wish me gd luck....arrrrr
oklar gtg...love u guys n .H.I.m.

2006-08-01T17:10:00.000+03:00

heiyoussssss......
2dae was cca dae so TIREDDDDDD.
ok me anna charlene n rina wen to buy fries...raimi was all the wae infront of us..
wats wif hym walkin alone?
solo...
loner...
hahahhaa
aniwae PRCS idol was...er...yeh!!!!! fun3
i dun tink i have a chance to go in bt i hope farah will go...she gota voice!!!
i hope she win...gurl power n GURL DOMINATION!!!
heard tat bois???
gurls i mean ahem...women r taking over the world so the males...cud u step aside n make wae fo us?tanku..
ritez...i totally ignore huzaifah for two daes..
y? iduno...
i just have this stupid feeling that i dun care to find love..wats the point?
but no mater wat ill wait fo tat very guy hu i wan to b wif.
haiyos...y life is onli bout bois? y?
bois?
gurls?
bgr?
eshhhhhhhhhhhh...
oyets gotago...
lurp ya ;alll...<33333